Today Kinda sucked I stayed up really late and had to get up early cause my dad wanted me to help him with some shit and I was sick but to him that doesn't matter. I ended up having to talk to him and my step mom before I had to go work outside. They said I had a crappy attitude and that what I say doesnt matter and that I have to do everything they tell me to do. He brought out everything I've done wrong and to me that was kinda fucked up I couldn't just sit there and let him treat me like that so I stood up for myself. I've never gotten along with my dad I've hated him since I was 6 years old I use to cry when I had to go to visit him. I hate my step mom also she is mean and cruel and judges people before she even gets to know them she just thinks shes better then everyone. My sister had to move out of my dads house when I was younger and come live with me and my mom because my step mom Christine made me dad choose between her or my sister and he chose her. My dad has totally changed since he got with her when I was little. I know its wrong to hate people but I truly do hate them and I don't think I could ever forgive them.....I cant after everything they've done and the way they've treated me I could never forgive them. I know it makes me seem like a bitch but the truth is I am a quick forgive I rarely get mad ever and if I do get mad at a friend I'm over it in like a day. I dunno I know to some people it might seem wrong but if they only saw everything that goes on in this house they'd understand why I hate them and why I'm unable to forgive them. My friend Bailey that moved to Texas last year came in to town for like a month and I haven't even seen her yet and shes going back tomorrow morning I feel bad and it sucks that I can't go see her I think I'm going to just go to the airport tomorrow morning so I can say goodbye and see her at least once. It sucks I miss her like crazy and I didn't even get to see her.