Pent up resentment

Boiling inside,

bubbling up

about to fountain over the sides.

Why am I here?

Why did I let myself get this way?

Why couldn't I keep in the clear?

Why couldn't I stay far away?

I resent my pent up resentment.

Worries and hurries

I despise the desperation

I cry about my contemplation

I weap about my weary worries

I tried to tackle my temptation

Temptation took me circling around

Dependency drove me down

Dug me deep, deep, deep underground

Underground where I will eventually

inevitably will drown

Spiraling the drain

Drained of life

Am I insane?

This splitting splicing membrane

Deranged

Sane

Mind rearranged

If I ever find my mind

I can't complain