i just dont know anymore. you ask what? i dont know i am asking myself. I am not what i want to be. i fail at my own expectations that are not that high. i fail thats all i ever done. i dont even have to do drugs to do it. i quit for a long itme now and passing all my classes..there is nothing in it. i still get the came old shit from everybody parents "so called friends" its like theyre not my frinds nemore so therefore i have no friends? FUCK SHIT