me and one of my best friends Travis and i made a sitdiary together why dont you people look at it its not so lame!http://www.sitdiary.net/lxlunfaithful/

i sat 4 6 hours today. school is gay who likes school theses days? if you do your a bum like sassy...-=D i went to McDonlads last night i had to do push ups 50!!!!! hood river pears crap i broke my chair...

i like cookies - Travis! lol gooses and arib people are fun sometimes homeroom moives are cool! Hi liam

lately has been really crazy and i dont knoe what to do and i just dont wana lose any one i love everyone im close to right now and i dont wana lose anyone at allafter sasha things have felt diffrent i dont see her at lunch anymore some one else took her seat and its like she was neevr there but when i think baack when we used to talk abotu funny things like when she was all shy nd cute when she tole me nd alexis she gave someone a bj for the first time i will never forget that she was so cute btu now i cant have anymore times like that and i dont wana lose anyone and not be able to make anymore memories with people im close i mean the ones i have are great but the new once we will make wil be better and more funny and fresher in our minds

OBaby guys lol sassy always say that i could not resist. its benn a long long time since i can on sit. well things are going good. jessicas dad is not flipin on her as much i thinnk its because he got a girlfriend or something [its very ewwww] mindy is still cutting and she is going out with a 18 year old and she is 13 something is wrong there dont you think? school sux big time i got yelled at so much for not having work in and it ends up i did do it and the teacher was lieing to my moa and dad and i dont fail YAY! no more ms.bleake she is mean exeped after school she is like really really nice i think she got a split person allity or something like that. well i have art now wich is the best!! ohh and no more guys striping in the middle of class lol yeah boys in my classes do that its very scary at times.

i am sooo bored there is never anything to do in this town it sux....and life is sooo blah is crazy it has to have some zip or somethinf its so fucking boring ahhhh help me frim being bored

iu got like 4 cds today and went to like this car thing with sassy we ended up walking to target that is were we got the cds i am going to work next week end at the shop [the shop rocks] it is so fun working there i never new working fun...lol well sassy is getting her hair cut i already did its shorter and i got more bangs its hott [ someone said it from my space and meant it] well thats about it

should i donate some blood to help myself feel better or should i just feel like shit? should i try to look happy and all is well or show who i realy am sad dark and missunderstood? after today i have many questians a regets.....y did this happen?...who is a fault here me or him i shall keep his name silent he should no who he is he blocked me today and thats all i got to say-didnt do anything yet

To day i ate the most oddist thing wver Pickle flavored Chips by lay's there are....well at first i jumped from the first but i like the after tast so i am flippin out so i can tast the after tast it feels off normal ohh and im emo if you dont no what that is look it up and there are many diffrent kinds if you need the deffonition just tell me ill tell you..im kool like that = ]!!!

i suffer to a big amount i hit the braking point only one i can tell what i have dun i did and im ashamed and i disaponted the one i tell my life suxxx and no one care but if you do sent a message it would help if someone cared.... but no one doues that is what i learned over time they say they do but in the end they dont.... it suxx how i feel and no one can help i got to stand up to myself i hope i win in the end...

my life is so boring i drive my self off the wall and go crazy all the time is not right i got to find something to do other than ply the drums and skate and go on the comp and eat and sleep life gets boring its so stupid now that school is starting is going to be hard to not to be going crazy with the homework....wach everyone i now is going to be like wow you canged its all becuse of my fiends canged me in 6th grade they were all goth so likeiii got in th the swin of black and 7th i got in the middle seeing all my freinds go away to highschool i was the goth girl of the school the thing is i never thaught i was goth it never accored to me well this summer i started to where what i wanted to and this summer i found myself im scared of my self to so its not good everyone is not going to exepted me for me and i under stand that well this year i will find out who my true friends are i hope most of them are...

today i found out that there is a block party i have to go to and i can bring some of my friends i asked sassy and josh sassy said ya and josh got to ask i hope he can and to day i am happt becuse josh said i love you i was in shock i said "what" not the best thing to say but i said i love you too that is a good thing to say well sassy and me now spent 5 days strate with eachother we got to spend alot of time together befor school living in diffrent town than your best friend sux so it hard well thats about all that happend in my life today or so far what ever

well today sassy ans mindy are slepping over its going to be a blast lol we are going to be so hiupper and drive my mom and dad crazy what fun what fun well my and josh have been going out hes the best i love him...ummm a thats about my life is soo dull wow it sux to...... CRAP ABOUT THAT!!!

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okay i got this friend josh and well we in a way wana go out but we wana see if its going to work out because we live in diffrent towns like me manchester him tomsriver well for me to go out with him he got to be 14 or just turn 15 so i hope he fits that stop and i hope it does work out but if it dont we are still friends

i got a new cell phone its called lg6000 its kool. to see it go to http://www.relianceinfo.com/Infocomm/images/lg6000.gif oohhhhh fuc* david sumaya hes a jerk off and a fuckin* as* hold he can go to hell but befor that he can go die in a ditch....

all my friends got eraced i wonder if someone like broke in mine and i saw alot of people with no friends thATS STRANGE.

i got 2 really good friends sass or jessica and josh they both listen to me josh is like the best person ever i love em...lol and jessica is like a sister she has ben there like my hole life so i can tell her anything josh is like a person you can have fun with and so is sassy the rock socks....

to day her dad yelled at her for her not being home for gitar lessons and her sister missed 5 not fair and her dad said that she said she would be home early but me and my mom were both next to sassy and she never said that well now she can never come to youth group well her dad has ben trying to find a reason for her not to go for a long time that is why he is making her do swming because it is on a thursday now thats not right her dad is so mean listens to her conversations on the phone and when she is happy for once he thinks something is going on i think that he eshould talk to her and see what is going on befor jumping to rong concushions

last night me and sassy sleped over mindys so we can go to the bbq at her houes the nexed day wich was is 4 the youth group well we had a blast the day befor filling up water ballons then mindy pushed sassy in the pool it was funny i jumped in so did mindy but later her hair turned green well i went to there church it was kool since i saw all my friends there it is held in a lunch room well after that we went back and filled more then people came and we hit them if they were dry it was a blast everyone had fun it was hard not to well that is about it me and sassy spent 4 days in a row together we are soon going to attack each other lol