right now i dont know what to think i still feel like i am hurting inside for what lee did to me i still every time that i see her i think of the times that i trully thoughtthast she liked me but know she never did i dont get it she is the one that came to me the first time that we broke up i dont know what that means i dont get it i just dont it makes no scense i still like her i think even though right now i want to kill her because she is just trying to piss me off it seams i dont know i just think i am over zelous at the things that she does people tell me that i can do so much better i dont know she is like perfect in my eye or was but thats ok know one knows how much i liked her i would have done anything to keep her i would have killed myself if that had made her happy i dont know i think that i am just pathetic no wait she is i think that her ben no no no bad idea horrebibble idea she doesent know what he is like she is acting with him what i was like with her and that pisses me off because i never heard about anything like that when we were going out i dont know i just think that she dident like me but that makes no scense than why would she hold me why would she want me to hold her i dont get it it makes absolutely no scense what happens to ben will she cheat on him will she be like him with me will she cheat on him and not regret it will she be a bitch and lie to him like she lied to me the ohh i dont know 12 times or more o well i am just fumeing because i lost her and i dident want to i dont know why i liuked her in the first place i dont get it it pisses me off kinda