yea, i think im done with this thing...got to many things to do to spend time to write about it.

yea...havn't updated this thing in a while, been kinda busy with school, and soccer. But i think i should update about this: Today at 7:52 Ryan W. and Lindsay A got in a car accident. Ryan, Brittnie's step brother, died right off. And Lindsay, who was my sisters friend, died a hour later. No one at school found out till the end of the day, and brought back memories of someone they lost. So if you love someone, tell them! You never know what could happen! bri-hee: No one should have to go threw what your going threw right now, but i'm always here for you no matter what! I am so sorry...i love you sososo much! Things will get better, i promise! He's in a better place... R.I.P Ryan and Lindsay and you too, uncle Rudy! i miss you so much, and no matter what, i'll always love you

yea...so my first "week" of school was awsome! its gonna be a good year :) Soccer try-outs are over! i made "A" go me! wooo. LMS soccer '05 is gonna kick grass nothing really else to say...so bye

yea...i havn't updated in a while, and i dont feel like listing all the shit i have done, so ill just talk about today first day of school! ugh...i was glad to see everyone again, but classes were so boring! i guess the only good thing is, Tyler M is in all of my classes! YAY! hes so funny! so yea...every teacher just talked...ugh..i almost fell asleep by 5th period. GOD! Was gonna have soccer tryouts after school...but it started to effin rain! i've been waiting forever for soccer season and now i have to wait another day! lol well, im reallllly tired, so im gonna take a nap. leave me some edit: Paul, i cant wait to see you again next week! im counting the days! haha, love you baby!

not much to say right now...so i guess i'll do another survey. HOT OR NOT 01. SKATERS]] hot 02. HOT TUBS]]hot 03. CHOCOLATE]]not 04. iCE CREAM CAKE]]hot 05. POSERS]]not 06. DOGS]]hot 07. SPiDERS]]NOT! 08. PONCHOS]]not 09. EGGS]]not 10. HOLLiSTER]]hot 11. HOT TOPiC]]hot 12. ASHLEE SiMPSON]]hot/not 13. PARiS HiLTON]] ^ 14. N*SYNC]]not 15. BLACK]] not 16. BUTTERFLiES]]not 17. RAiN]]hot/not 18. SUMMER]]HOT 19. WiNTER]]not 20. MANiCURES]]hot 21. STALKERS]]not 22. CHANEL]]hot 23. DiOR]]not 24. JEANS]]hot 25. BATHS]]hot 26. SHOWERS]]hot 27. BOOKS]]not 28. MAGAZiNES]]hot 29. CELL PHONES]]hot 30. PiCTURES]]hit 31. MOViES]]hot 32. POPCORN]]hot 33. ViNiLLA]]hot 34. EMiNEM]]hot 35. 50 CENT]]hot 36. LiL KiM]]like some songs so hot/not 37. TEDDY BEARS]]hot for kids 38. AMERiCAN EAGLE]]hot 39. BEACHES]]hot 40. MEXiCAN FOOD]]hot...hehe Eric 41. PARTiES]]hot 42. SOCCER]]hot 43. FOOTBALL]]hot 44. BASEBALL]]hot 45. iMiNG]]hot 46. CHEERLEADERS]]hot 47. BOYS]]hot 48. LiP GLOSS]]hot 49. SNEAKERS]]hot 50. FLiP FLOPS]]hot MADE BYSOCALiTE_SURVEYSz edit: soccer season is almost here..:) Also: all of my friends got deleted...i noticed everyones did too...so im sorry if i dont get you back if you were my friend

another one of those surveys NAME 20 PEOPLE 01.Carrie 02.Kasey 03.Brittney 04.Carrie M 05.Paul 06.Erik 07.Joey 08.Garrett 09.Jessica 10.Jewely 11.Tyler 12.Annie 13.Rachel 14.Vance 15.Andrew 16.Molly 17.Steph 18.Eric 19.Hannah 20.Ryan 01. WHERE DOES #20 LiVE? Ryan lives in Milford 02. DiD #16 EVER THROW A PARTY? Molly,maybe i dont know 03. HAVE YOU EVER HUNG OUT ONE ON ONE WiTH #12? Annie, no not one on one 04. WHAT WAS THE MEANEST THiNG #7 EVER SAiD TO YOU? Joey, he has never said anything mean to me 05. WHAT SPORT DOES #19 DO? Hannah, softball, basketball, and a lil soccer 06. WHO'S #13 GOiNG OUT WiTH? Rachel, no one i think 07. RANDOM FACT ABOUT #10? Jewely lives in NC 08. HOW DO YOU KNOW #17? Steph, softball, then middle school 09. ONE WORD TO DESCRiBE #14? Vance, hilarious 10. WHAT'S #18'S FAVORiTE TV SHOW? Eric, im really not sure 11. WOULD YOU GO OUT WiTH #6? Erik, yeaaa 12. WHAT'S #1 FAVORiTE COLOR? Carrie, Pink 13. DiD #15 EVER TELL YOU A SECRET? Andrew, yep 14. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN OVER #3'S HOUSE?Brittney, nope 15. WHAT'S #9'S CLOTHiNG STYLE? whaaaat? 16. HOW DiD YOU MEET #2? Kasey, School 17. WHAT'S #8'S SHOE SiZE? Garrett, how the fuck would i know 18. DiD YOU EVER CALL #5? Paul, yep 19. WHEN WAS THE LAST TiME YOU SAW #4? Carrie M, First day of 6th grade 20. iS #11 YOUR BEST FRiEND? Tyler, nooo, but he is my friend yep...im done later....hater

yep...new layout. thanks to duh_its_layouts :) trying to find a good My Chemical Romance layout, if anyone finds one, can you tell me..please and thank you :) anyways...today i had to get up at effin 9:00 to get pictures done! err! got home about 11ish, and just sat around waiting for people to get their asses out of bed! hehe. I was gonna go to Carrie M's house, but her mom didn't come home till about 5 and she said it was to wait! er, whatever. so i sat out in the sun all day. it was so hot! i heart sun :( well, i guess im done. Leave some bitches! *..i love you..* JuLie

You are...(looks) [ ] tall [X] in between [ ] short [X] blonde [ ] redhead [ ] brunette [ ] black [ ] brunette with highlights [ ] redhead with highlights [ ] black with highlights [ ] blonde with highlights [ ] blue-eyed [X] brown-eyed [ ] green-eyed [ ] hazel eyed [ ] gold/gray eyed [ ] black-eyed [ ] glasses [X] contacts [X]braces [ ] freckles [X] piercing(s) [ ] tatoos [ ] long hair [ ] short hair [X] med. Hair Your nationality includes... [ ] chinese [ ] indian [ ] taiwanese [ ] japanese [ ] hispanic [ ] nicoya [ ] puerto rican [ ] chicana [ ] italian [ ] scottish [ ] filipino [ ] dutch [X] french [ ] German [X] Irish [ ] Greek [ ] Portuguese [ ] Hispanic [ ] polish [ ] korean [ ] jamacian [X] canadian [ ] lithuanian [ ] Native American [ ] Russian [X] British [ ] African [ ] Other [ ] Australian Your favorite color(s) are? [ ] red [ ] hot pink [ ] yellow [ ] black [ ] green [ ] dark blue [ ] white [ ] silver [ ] purple [ ] brown [ ] orange [ ] gray [X] baby pink [X] baby blue Some sports/physical things you have done? [ ] football [X] cheerleading [X] dancing [ ] lacrosse [X] soccer [ ] field hockey [ ] hockey [ ] rugby [X] softball [ ] wrestling [X] gymnastics [ ] track/cross country [ ] Basketball [ ] baseball [ ]golf [ ] playing in the mud [X] playing music [ ] hiking [ ] camping [ ] horseback riding [ ] marching band [ ] Skateboarding Your personality is sometimes... [X] annoying [X] talkative [ ] shy [X] funny [X] serious [ ] bubbly [ ] spazzy often [X] fun loving [ ] laid back [ ] strict [X] hyper [ ] weird The music you like is? [X] rap [X] rock [X] pop [ ]country [X] hiphop [ ] r&b [X] slow jams [ ] Christian [ ] classical [ ] techno [ ] oldies [X] punk rock [ ] Metal [ ] reggae [ ] Goth [ ] Latin The pets you have are? [X] cat [ ] dog [ ] lizard [ ] rat [ ] ferret [ ] rabbit [ ] fish [ ] other Clothes you like to wear are? [X] plain tshirts [X] sweatshirts [ ] stockings [ ] high heels [X] sneakers [X] jeans [X] pajama pants [ ] boxers [X] underwear [ ] dresses [X] mini skirts [ ] long skirts [ ] watches [X] necklace [X] hoop earring(s) [ ] toe socks [X] flip flops [X] halter tops [ ] stilletos [X] band shirts [X] shorts [ ] skate clothes How do you like to wear your hair? [X] down [X] ponytail [ ] pigtails [X] messy bun [X] half ponytail [ ] scrunched/curly [X] bun [ ] crimped [ ] with a bandana [ ] French braids [ ] lots of little braids [ ] Gel [ ] Hat [ ] messy (bed head) [ ] Fohawk [ ] SIDE SWEEP You eat? [X] dessert [ ] meat [X] diet stuff [X] healthy foods [ ] junk foods [ ] a lot of carbs [ ] lots of meat [X] salad [X] seafood A typical friday night... [X] mall with your friends [X] partying [ ] watching movies [ ] going to the club [ ] staying home [ ] babysitting and getting $$ [X] hanging out w/ my friends [X] hanging out w/ your boyfriend/girlfriend [ ] working while your friends are out having fun! [ ] going to gigs with your friends [ ] other Currently you are... [ ] in a relationship [X] single and about to be taken [ ] crushing [ ] single and looking for someone [ ] just broke up. . . and so sad about it. [ ]sexually confused Online, you use: [X] lol [ ] sup [ ] =D [ ] lmao [ ] stfu [ ] ty [ ] jk [ ] ttyl [X] lylas/lylab [ ] g2g [ ] ^^ [ ] T_T Did you like this survey? [ ] yeah [ ] no! [ ]it was ok [X] it was something to do leave some bitches!!! love you..JuLie

ok well, i havn't updated in a long time so here it goes. Monday- sat around. Talked on the phone and computer, and sat out in the sun. very boring. Tuesday- Carrie came over for the night. YAY! lol. We were so hyper online...Sorry Paul. What she said wasn't ture. haha. Wednesday- Had to go to the ortho. err! Carrie stayed at my house and talked to some hottie from New York till i got home. haha. Once i got home, we went swimming/surffing. haha. about 4ish, we had to leave for the last game of the season. But of corse, once we got there there was a thunder/ lightening storm. While we were waiting to see if it would pass, me, Katelynn, Emily, Hannah, and Whitney were like running around and being studip :) for about an hour later, we all went home. stopped at carrie's house and got more stuff. Thursday- got up at 11 and just watched some TV. then got online and went on habbo :) haha. about 4ish we went to the mall. Stayed there till about 8ish. While we were there, we met 7 hotties :) I miss them..haha. Friday- Was gonna have Carrie come over again, but she went to her padre's for the weekend. oh well. boring day Saturday- another boring day. was pretty lazy too. took a shower, then put on comfy's on :) Sunday/Today- got up about 1 and the sun wasn't even out! so i took a shower, and just sat online...BORING! well, this entry is kinda boring, so im done Leave some JuLie

yep...another one 01. Who are you? : Chris 02. How do you know me? : i live next door 03. What am I to you? : my girlfriend 04. What is my name? : Julie 05. What is my middle name? : Anne 06. What is my date of birth? : August 6 07. Where do you go to school? : Old Town 08. What grade are you in? :8th 09. What was your first impression of me? : shes fucking hot 10. Does any song remind you of me? : maybe 11. are you nice? : yup 12. are you sporty? : kinda 13. What sports do you play? : track 14. Can you always count on me? : yup 15. are you lazy? : no 16. do you think im flirty? : YEAH!!!! 17. Have you ever had your heart broken? : yeah, when you dumped me the first time 18. are you single or taken? taken..love you 19. Would you want me as a boyfriend/girlfriend? you are my girl 20. Am I hot or ugly? : hot 21. Can you talk to me about all your problems? : yup 22. On a scale of 1-10, how well do you know me? : 10 23. Describe me in one word: perfect edit: Happy Birthday Paul...sorry i missed it (7-23)

haha...YES Andrew did this for me too! 01. Who are you? : Andrew Grindle 02. How do you know me? : school 03. What am I to you? : the coolest girl i no 04. What is my name? : Julie 05. What is my middle name? : Anne 06. What is my date of birth? : August 6 happy almost birthday 07. Where do you go to school? : Old Town 08. What grade are you in? :8th 09. What was your first impression of me? : i like her 10. Does any song remind you of me? : we belong together. i no lame but we do. 6 months come on we could have gona longer 11. are you nice? : sure i am 12. are you sporty? : kinda 13. What sports do you play? : HOCKEY! baseball and track 14. Can you always count on me? : yeah 15. are you lazy? : no 16. do you think im flirty? : YEAH! lol 17. Have you ever had your heart broken? : yeah, when you dumped me. but i still love you. the last day of school was fun :-) 18. are you single or taken? Single and wanting u 19. Would you want me as a boyfriend/girlfriend? YEAH! 20. Am I hot or ugly? : hot 21. Can you talk to me about all your problems? : i have before 22. On a scale of 1-10, how well do you know me? : 10 23. Describe me in one word: the love of my life. thats 5..but screw that

yes! Paul so filled this out for me...hes so sweet :) love you 01. Who are you? : Paul Oliver 02. How do you know me? : I went to ur school and we went out 03. What am I to you? : the cooliest chick ever 04. What is my name? : Julie 05. What is my middle name? : i kno this, its Anne, go me 06. What is my date of birth? : August 6 i think 07. Where do you go to school? : Calias....i miss you! 08. What grade are you in? :8th 09. What was your first impression of me? : wow! shes fucking hot! I want her! haha 10. Does any song remind you of me? : our song baby lol 11. are you nice? : i think so..do you? 12. are you sporty? : yeah 13. What sports do you play? : football!!! remember "slam" lol 14. Can you always count on me? : yea 15. are you lazy? : no 16. do you think im flirty? : oh yeah! but i like girls that flirt 17. Have you ever had your heart broken? : yup...when i had to move and leave you :( 18. are you single or taken? Single..wishing to be taken by you babe :) 19. Would you want me as a boyfriend/girlfriend? hell yeah! 20. Am I hot or ugly? : damn hot!!! 21. Can you talk to me about all your problems? : yep 22. On a scale of 1-10, how well do you know me? : 9 23. Describe me in one word: one word isn't even enough for you beautiful hes so sweet! I love you Drop the comments edit: gotta love this: RaCh K 3 (9:11:06 AM): i love my belly button RaCh K 3 (9:11:17 AM): it's very special to me and i love it a lot Xx CheerNGirl xX (9:11:26 AM): lol RaCh K 3 (9:11:57 AM): i give it a kiss b4 i got to sleep every night and if i dont it gets very angry with me and doesnt want me to love it anymore :-( XxCheerNGirlxX (9:12:01): kiss it tonight!!

yep..im pissedoff...and heres why: What the fuck Kayla! Why did you make-up the rumor about Molly and Steph? you know thats not true but i guess you just wanna be popular but almost every one hates you now! You think your so cool! Its gonna be so funny when Annie, Rachel, Brittnie, Whitney, and Kasey...(the only friends you have) get pissed at you and when you turn to me, Carrie, and all of your old friend, who have been there for you since grade k i should add, we are gonna tell you off. thats what you get for ditching people who liked the real you for peole who like the fate you. If you have to change to make new friends...thats pretty sad. The old you was a nice, sweet, funny, not annoying girl...the new you is a mother fucking bitch, really annoying, rude, and you try to be a slut....but the only guy who likes you is Shane, and Shane is so fucking ulgy....hes not hot so stop saying he is god. Oh well, i guess ulgy people so out with other ulgy people. oh yea...Steph doesn't like Shane at all! she thinks he so fucking ulgy just like every other girl! One more thing...thanks for telling me a bunch shit about Molly and Steph now i can tell everyone that you are a fucking lier :) Well...i'll update about my day later on. Later hater

Xx CheerNGirl xX: hey.....im sorry for earlier and for whatever i did to make you mad at me :-( Xx CheerNGirl xX: do you forgive me? Xx CheerNGirl xX: IM SORRY!!!! Xx CheerNGirl xX: :'( Xx CheerNGirl xX: i love you Candyman7799: no u dont Xx CheerNGirl xX: :'( Xx CheerNGirl xX: why are you so mad?!? Candyman7799: cuz i can b Xx CheerNGirl xX: but I didn't do nothing Candyman7799: lol Xx CheerNGirl xX: are you mad really mad? Xx CheerNGirl xX: opps Xx CheerNGirl xX: take away a mad Candyman7799: y wouldnt i b mad? Xx CheerNGirl xX: can you at least tell me what I did? Candyman7799: wut do u think u did? Xx CheerNGirl xX: nothing! Candyman7799: think harder Xx CheerNGirl xX: absolutely nothing Candyman7799: no really Xx CheerNGirl xX: i dont know....can you just tell me Candyman7799: no Xx CheerNGirl xX: why not Candyman7799: cu Candyman7799: cuz Candyman7799: u need to think about wut u did Xx CheerNGirl xX: im thinking..but i got nothing Candyman7799: i g2g Candyman7799: c ya Xx CheerNGirl xX: whatever Xx CheerNGirl xX: i will fine out sooner or later though!!!! Candyman7799: ok Candyman7799: i will tell u Candyman7799: u go out wit me for less then a day and dump me cuz u think i like some1 Candyman7799: thatz kinda stupid isnt it Xx CheerNGirl xX: no Candyman7799: yea it is Xx CheerNGirl xX: you would like it if you were going out with someone and they liked someone else and worried what whoudl happed? Xx CheerNGirl xX: *would Candyman7799: but i dont like some1 else Xx CheerNGirl xX: well how am i suppose to know that Candyman7799: u ask me Xx CheerNGirl xX: oh yea, cause you would so say yea, i do like this person too Candyman7799: yup if i did Candyman7799: but i dont Candyman7799: Xx CheerNGirl xX: but you did tell me you like Brittney before Candyman7799: but she was being a bitch and i dont like her anymore Xx CheerNGirl xX: you got over her in like 10 minutes....i dont get over someone till like a week or two Candyman7799: idc Xx CheerNGirl xX: whatever..i still think you like her Candyman7799: she was being a real bitch Candyman7799: and no i dont like her Candyman7799: if she asked me out right now i would say no Xx CheerNGirl xX: oh so if i was being a bitch you would get over me Candyman7799: idk Xx CheerNGirl xX: in 10 minutes Candyman7799: it depends Xx CheerNGirl xX: ha! wrong answer Candyman7799: ok Candyman7799: w~e bye Im sooooo sorry Chris! Please forgive me :(

1. Carrie 2. Paul 3. Erik 4. Brittney 5. Chris 6..Mersevery (Eric) 7. Garrett 8. Hannah 9. Kasey 10. Kayla 11. Annie 12. Molly 13. Keith 14. Vance 15. Vincent 16. Derek 17. Joey 18. Andrew 19. Emmie 20. Amanda Would # 1 make a good couple with # 17? Carrie and Joey....no Is # 8 ur best friend? Hannah..shes one of them...but not my "best" friend Would u ever date # 11? Annie....haha no Who is # 19 going out with? Emmie is Single Would # 20 make a good couple with 12? Amanda and Molly! NO WAY! lol Would you ever make out with # 17?Joey.....yeaa Is # 5 friends with # 9? Chris and Kasey...kinda Is # 10 a b*t*h? Kayla...YES! I hate you, die bitch! Does # 16 hate you? Derek..no Does # 15 smoke? Vincent! no way! Has # 13 gone out with 14?Keith and Vance, no there not Gay! Would 2 make a good couple with 3? No becasue there not gay

I guess i'll update again Sunday- tournament...won 1 and lost 1. We lost to the state team by 1 point! oh well, we might get another chance :) Monday- Happy Birthday Chris! Had a game in Glenburn! we lost, we were winning but they got 8 in one inning, thanks to SOMEONE! errr! oh well! Tuesay- day off! did nothingall day! boring!! Wednesday- Wednesday night games. We lost to Bangor....6 to 1! wow! lol. But we beat Orrintin (sp)! 3-5! Emma got hit! oww! she was REALLY fast too! but she wasn't doing so good....haha Today- Game tonight! can't wait to kick their asses! Sam cant oitch for them! we are so gonna win! YES! Well, I def. have to put this convo in that I had last night! enjoy! PAul8OLivER: hi Xx CheerNGirl xX: hey PAul8OLivER: y arnt u sleep? Xx CheerNGirl xX: Chris wont let me PAul8OLivER: me niether PAul8OLivER: he is talking on aol to me Xx CheerNGirl xX: he wants me to go the the Bradley school with him, but I really dont wanna Xx CheerNGirl xX: *to PAul8OLivER: lol Xx CheerNGirl xX: lol Xx CheerNGirl xX: i can;t type Xx CheerNGirl xX: *can't PAul8OLivER: go to bed! Xx CheerNGirl xX: no PAul8OLivER: y? Xx CheerNGirl xX: i dont know PAul8OLivER: my god Xx CheerNGirl xX: maybe I should PAul8OLivER: just maybe? u cant even type u so tired! Xx CheerNGirl xX: well, i can't see PAul8OLivER: y? Xx CheerNGirl xX: i dont have my contacts in PAul8OLivER: ooo Xx CheerNGirl xX: yeaaaa PAul8OLivER: put on glasses... Xx CheerNGirl xX: i hate my glasses though PAul8OLivER: so...? Xx CheerNGirl xX: and I lost them PAul8OLivER: o Xx CheerNGirl xX: you know whats hard? Xx CheerNGirl xX: playing softball with 3 broken fingers...now thats hard! Xx CheerNGirl xX: lol PAul8OLivER: u have broked fingers? Xx CheerNGirl xX: yep PAul8OLivER: owe! PAul8OLivER: how? Xx CheerNGirl xX: at the batting cages the ball hit me Xx CheerNGirl xX: opps! PAul8OLivER: yep thatll do it Xx CheerNGirl xX: my fingers are fat now! PAul8OLivER: ooo that reminds me PAul8OLivER: now promise if i ask u this u won get mad at me PAul8OLivER: promise Xx CheerNGirl xX: ok PAul8OLivER: u promise? Xx CheerNGirl xX: yep PAul8OLivER: y are u so skinny? Xx CheerNGirl xX: haha, because im a freak PAul8OLivER: no rEALLY AND UR NOT A FREAK Xx CheerNGirl xX: because I didn't eat much when I was lil Xx CheerNGirl xX: but..im trying to get fat over the summer....just not to fat Xx CheerNGirl xX: lol PAul8OLivER: it works better if u try over the winter:-D Xx CheerNGirl xX: haha PAul8OLivER: i used to be really skinny but it was caus of a blood disorder i have Xx CheerNGirl xX: ohhhh PAul8OLivER: i got sick and i lost like 40 pounds in likea month and then i went to the hospital PAul8OLivER: and my parents had to let meeat whenever i wanted:-D Xx CheerNGirl xX: wow! when did this happen? PAul8OLivER: when i was 6 Xx CheerNGirl xX: ohhh PAul8OLivER: :'( Xx CheerNGirl xX: I got dehydrated this year...twice Xx CheerNGirl xX: it wasn't fun PAul8OLivER: i always do PAul8OLivER: i always biking at skate prk Xx CheerNGirl xX: ohhh PAul8OLivER: i get real tired thn puke then eat and have some water:- Xx CheerNGirl xX: i passed out during a game...kinda embarrassing PAul8OLivER: lol Xx CheerNGirl xX: lol PAul8OLivER: what possition u play? Xx CheerNGirl xX: second, short, and pitcher PAul8OLivER: o PAul8OLivER: well i play football:-D Xx CheerNGirl xX: haha, my brother plays football.....I dont really get it PAul8OLivER: i like to just takle people Xx CheerNGirl xX: ohhh...fun fun PAul8OLivER: i broke a kids leg Xx CheerNGirl xX: sweet! Xx CheerNGirl xX: lol PAul8OLivER: and a collar bone PAul8OLivER: he cried PAul8OLivER: he was also 3years older than me Xx CheerNGirl xX: bad Paul! PAul8OLivER: i know Xx CheerNGirl xX: you made him cry!!! my god! Xx CheerNGirl xX: how mean are you Xx CheerNGirl xX: jk Xx CheerNGirl xX: lol PAul8OLivER: it was fun PAul8OLivER: i takled him and ran him in to a bench Xx CheerNGirl xX: owww! PAul8OLivER: then my coach said i did good:- Xx CheerNGirl xX: umm...ok PAul8OLivER: i really dont understand that part but ok Xx CheerNGirl xX: i dont understand anything about football, so you know more then me PAul8OLivER: lol Xx CheerNGirl xX: lol PAul8OLivER: ok u just run down the field with the ball and if the other team has the ball takle the person wit the ball Xx CheerNGirl xX: its a lot harder than it sounds PAul8OLivER: not really Xx CheerNGirl xX: to me it is PAul8OLivER: lol Xx CheerNGirl xX: well, I know soccer so..... PAul8OLivER: i played that and i tackled every1 so i got kicked of the team:-D Xx CheerNGirl xX: lol Xx CheerNGirl xX: did you slide tackle? Xx CheerNGirl xX: thats fun! PAul8OLivER: no i really tackled them like pick up and slam! Xx CheerNGirl xX: oh Xx CheerNGirl xX: i see PAul8OLivER: go to bed Xx CheerNGirl xX: why PAul8OLivER: i dunno Xx CheerNGirl xX: ok then....im not gonna PAul8OLivER: ok go to bed caus i said so:-D Xx CheerNGirl xX: you go to bed PAul8OLivER: y? Xx CheerNGirl xX: because its way past your bed time PAul8OLivER: no it is accually not Xx CheerNGirl xX: well, I said it is PAul8OLivER: lol but u have no power over me Xx CheerNGirl xX: yes i do PAul8OLivER: how? Xx CheerNGirl xX: because......im god PAul8OLivER: oooo Xx CheerNGirl xX: yep PAul8OLivER: wow i went out with god PAul8OLivER: and god is a girl! Xx CheerNGirl xX: yep...lol PAul8OLivER: well good night PAul8OLivER: i am tired Xx CheerNGirl xX: nighty night Xx CheerNGirl xX: sweet dreams PAul8OLivER: lol Xx CheerNGirl xX: haha lol, I love you forever!

yea, this morning i had to get up at 6!!!! Then had to be at Brewer at 8:00. (even through im to old, Herb let me play) hehe. So the first game: I really remember what the fuck I did, because we had to stop a lot because it was raining! oh well. We had a lot of fun. we started singing, then the other team, did too (Amy, Hannah, and Kate know some people from softball camp) then we went out in the field and danced to songs in the rain, I should add. yeaaa, its sounds stupid, but it was fun. I even made a new friend.....super Mary! lol. We lost though..because SOMEONE kept walking people! that was scouthengen (sp) by the way Second game- this one I do remember :) lol. I had a single, douple, triple, and got walked. wow...all those girls were like 9 and 10! only shit! I liked so big! haha.we won, 9-20 something lol, but they only got 9 because someone was walking a lot of people. oh yea, that was Newport more games tomorrow.. well, gotta bounce Leave some

yeaaaa....today, was going to have Carrie over, but of corse, right before I went to call her, Herb called (softball coach) telling me; 1. Tomorrow we have a tournament in Brewer 2. The first game is at 8:30!!! (which means I have to get up at 6!!!!) 3. That he missed me at the game Wednesday (sick) 4. Even through tournament is for 12 and under (little league) I can still play (even through Im too old, and this is Jr. league yeaaa, ok? So yea, I guess i'll play even throught im almost 14 and Hilary, Tiff, and Mallori can't play, I will! hehe, Im special! anyways...around 2:00, Ziggy (Ryan Ziegenbein) came over! yes...my senior friend. Well, my sisters boyfriend, but he still loves me :) haha. Yea, he left at about 5:00..to go get pizza I should add lol. Then I was bored :( Well, leave some comments! ps. yea, this entry is lame, I know =D I put the picture of Erik (my best friend...hot!) and Kirk back up! hehe, they are amazing :) oh yea, thats Joey in the background! lol

yes....my current mood is ghetto just for Erik! Yea, so new layout. I hated that make-up one I had. Thanks to redchevylayouts_x3 for this wonderful layout (my favorite song, I should add) hehe. Im still working on the other stuff like the title, about me, and clickables. So...its not done yet (duh!) lol. ummm... oh yea, the picture in the top left, is Erik (My bestfriend hehe) and Kirk. Joey in the background I think I should add. haha! Doesn't Erik look sexy! lol j/p! you gotta love his hair! "you need your roots done again" (dont think im gonna keep this picture up long) Well, I guess I'm gonna work on the layout! Leave some :) ps. Thank you Carrie for the comments! We talked about it more, and he is going to cut back just for me :) ily

Man y'all need to sit back, relax...just like a fourteen year old takin another drag off his cigarette. So fresh, so free...my bros dont even know i smoke weed. I get high every night, never can stay sober after one light. This life i live is so frantic and uptight, but hell man its alright. Never left my room, after a bad friday night. Never slept well when u werent by my side. But times change and faces dont ever stay the same, ppl grow up and friends just cant always stay the same. So im hangin up my nasty habits and throwing away the American made Peace pipe and makin room for new and better nights. Just cant believe it all ended at the end of Junior high promotion night... ^That was in Mersevery's profile. Eric, im really worried about you! your my favorite cousin, and I dont think I could live without you! You need to stop. I already hate Dustin for letting you do this to yourself! Im glad you are trying to stop, and I would go over to your house, and stay all night, to make sure you dont do anything you dont want to do! There are better ways to die then drinking and smoking! Gosh, your only 14!!! When you came over that night, drunk, I was so scared! I wanted to kill Dustin for letting you do that! Dont do somethign just because he likes it! I didnt know what to do! I cant believe you got so pissed when I told him to leave, and wouldn't let you go! I just couldn't! Im glad we sit together on the bus the way home, so I can talk to you about this. And ever since, I think you cut down some. I love you, Eric, and I dont want you to hurt yourself! Your amazing!