I carry 105 peoples problems on my back. I can carry a lot of weight. I can carry all of their issues becasue they cant. I cant carry my own. Its crippling my own life and marriage. I need to be stronger. Right now I feel really weak. I feel like atlas and I cant hold up the world anymore. I know im not the center of the universe, but you could spin around me just the same. So much more than I can carry. Why is everything so heavy?