this whole entry is really only to track the happenings of the whole LAURA situation, for those who are as entertained as it by me. so, just so we all know what exactly happened. laura used to be this nice, innocent girl who rarely drank and was like...the "mother" of the group. and now she's turned into something that i cant even tolerate. there's been feild parties lately, and she's been drinking her ass off and slutting it up hardcore at them. for example, she made out with Adam for booze, wtf...who does that? Then there's this guy Sanj, who I WAS into for a while. There's also this guy Dustin who I've been slightly interested in. This past Saturday I went to the regular party, and Sanj and Dustin were BOTH there. Sanj was really really stoned so he wasnt even talking, and I was bored by him so I was with Dustin. Apparently Sanj got mad at me because the only reason he came that night was to be with me, or something. So he was abou to leave. But then LAURA wanted to "see why he was mad at me" so those two went off. And instead of talking, Laura and Sanj make out, Laura rips open her top and undoes her bra for him. She's never done that for a guy, not even a guy she's dating...let alone a guy she's known for one night. Then she comes to ME asking me to do up her bra. At this point I didnt know that it happened. I was oblivious. Then Laura started picking fights with girls, which is moronic. She's throwing the word slut all over the place when SHE was the sluttiest one there that night. So she left the party, and then came back later. We're walking home and she tells me about Sanj, not the whole story...all I know is is that she made out with Sanj. I find out the next day that she did more. So I'm a tad bit pissed off, actually more like LIVID. I dont understand how someone could throw away all self respect, and all thoughts of friendship to do that. I mean, she BROKE THE GIRL CODE. You just DONT do that. You DONT do stuff with a guy you know your friend likes. And I'm also superannoyed because Laura is trying to be something she's not, and getting a shitty reputation in the process. So we go back to school on Monday, I'm still pissed. Laura knows that so she's afraid to talk to me. The chick she started a fight with started bitching at her. blahblahblah. The entire day was funny. Until that night when a friend of both of ours started bitching at me, telling me I'M the bad one in this situation. Not to sound bitchy or anything, but honestly...what reason does anyone have to be mad at ME?! What did I do that night? Was I a superslut? No. Was I picking fights with chicks? No. I was very controlled, and permanently attached to one boy all night. And I'd known him for longer then an hour. Then Laura emails me Monday night. Apologizing, saying she fucked up blahblah blah. My reply is "Yeah you fucked up. You're turning into a slut, and I want nothing to do with that. I dont want to hear your fucking excuses or apologies" Harsh, I know. But I'm sick of it. So, whatever. The entire situation was angering to me before, now it's just humorous. I walk by her in the hall today (Tuesday) and give her a dirty ass look, because frankly she deserves it. She comes up behind me, grabs my shoulder and is all "tell me you're not mad at me" and all I said was "dont FUCKING touch me" and kept walking. I'm not the only one who thinks she deserves the treatment she's getting. So whoevers reading this, dont think I'M the bad guy here. I didnt backstab anyone. I've talked to a few people about it, told them ALL dimensions of the story. Told them different people's point of view on it, and I have quite a following of people who agree with me. I didnt do anything wrong. The reason I'm thriving on this so much is because I havnt had any major drama lately in life. And for once, all the negative attention ISNT on me.