i can't stop forgetting about this diary =[ shit has been really fucking busy, but i WILL remember this.. girls suck, i'm pretty sure i'm giving up totally. guys? suck also, if not more.[/this is not a literal statement] i'm pretty much done with the whole Bisexual thing. [as ridiculous and immature that sounds.] i just can't deal with cheaters. at all. the last 2 relationships i have been in ended up in the other person cheating on me. IS THERE NO LOYALTY LEFT? i mean, what the fuck is that shit? i try so hard to be good for the other person, and they turn around and FUCK someone else. you know, fuck that. i hate everything. angstangstangst.

i'm collldddd winter is hitting me like a ton of bricks. assuming everyone had a nice newyears. mine was pretty sweet. hung out with people, drank a FEW cold ones. bahha haha. yeah but i'm gonna crash. lates.

I'm tired as hell. yesterday I went out and did last minute shopping with my sister, and went out to lunch with her. it was alright. she found things to bitch at me for though. like saying I was sloppy or something like that.. sisterly love? I guess. I took Brad out to finish his shopping today. he's growing up fast and i do love the kid. he's going to be sixteen at the end of January. =X Today me and Greg went out and got chinese. even though I had it last night. haha. I love that stuff, I can never get enough. then visited Jewwy at work. she appreciated it. Greg left around 6 earlier and I just hung around and watched some movies. I'm thinking im gonna go watch American Beauty. I havent in a while.

i am so bored. boredboredboredbored. i hate when this happens. i just sit online all night, and am STILL bored. online is boring. i don't want to be online anymore, but theres nothing i can do. i'm low on gas and dont feel like driving anywhere. not that theres anywhere to go. my friends are all working or doing shit, and im aloneeee. i have XMAS shopping to do tomorrow.. hoping someone will go with me. plehhhh probably not. i'm gonna go get chinese food though. mmmm.

it's seth. [heartvshandgun] i forgot my password for my other diary. i'll add people and yeah whatever. i'm going to hack my layout off my old diary and then work on a real entry, or whatever. yeah.