Mom, I understand what you mean now Okay mom, I believe you now I see now that what you said was true I am a horrible friend to my friends. You used to ask how my friends put up with me each day I never really understood what you meant, until now, Now that I lost a great friend of mine, One that meant the world to me A friend that always put a smile on my face I truned around a stabbed her in the heart her eyes now cry black tears tears that shouldn't be falling not from her beautiful face She deseveres so much better then black tears But the only thing I have to get her is a hankie, and a friendship but only if she is willing to take it back I wish she would I miss all of our fun times together watching movies, going to dances, swimming laps in a stupid 3 foot pool, Oh Mom, you were right I fucking suck at being a friend Mom, I understand what you mean now Now that I broken my best friends heart And given her black tears.