My heart is so complicated. I love ray with every fiber in my beying. I was so sad that i couldn't find out what the matter was i thought it was all my falt! No realy i thought i did somthing that pissed him off. He wasn't telling me but then last night he did. He told me what the matter was I was so happy. I finaly knew what the problem was. That was all i ever realy wanted to know. I wish I knew whator how to help him but i dont.If he needs it he will tell me! RIGHT?Yep I know he will because that is him I just need to give him time.^_^LOVE U RAY! XOXO RACHAEL XOXO