I love Ray if i wasn't for him i would ether be ded or in a realy bad relationship! Like still with a guy who treats me like shit! But i m not i am with a wonderful man who loves me yes his sis might not but Hell i don't cair i love him! I wish tat we didn't have to deal with my family! I mean like i don't want to have to deal with my mom any mour like soon i hope we geet a house so that way i can leave al the fuck up people in my family. WEll not my sis or dad or brow but my mom and some of my uncles an cuzes. But i would love to live with ray so we could start a family an live in peac an not have to deal with the bul shit that goes on in my house. My mom is fucked up anShe is pissen me off! i am realy writin this to vent but i am still very pissed off! Not about any thing that ray did but my mom. Ray has done every thing he can for my family an my mom treats him like shit! Why can't i just fukin pack my shit an leav. O i am only 16 o well. I will just have to weight. But i would weight for Ray every second of the day cause i love him!Hopfully soon i will have my own family! WITH RAY!!!!!! Hun i love you verry much!