Hey.. i made a new account becaue i never go under my old account for some reason i dont want to even think of.. so here i am again making another account.. but this time i will keep this account up and going.. my life the past few weeks have been shit.. i mean really.. i feel unwelcome wherever i go. i am a senior this year and i thought mabye just maybe for one year everything would be ok.. but i was wrong again.. i mean it was going good for the first semester but now.. it went all down hill.. everywhere i go it seems like im hated.. i can just feel the hatered everywhere. even at my best friends house..i been friends with her ever since 2nd grade.. n now it feels she hates me too..i just lost my job.. well she didnt pay anyways but it got me out of my house. because i would have to stay the night at her house.. but now i have to go home.. n it a total nightmare at home.. im getting yelled at up n down it seems like everything i do is wrong.. i tryed to quit smoking but it just seems like when i do everything just goes to living hell... and then it makes me start up again.. i cant wait until i can leave this shithole town... im going to college for media arts.. just how long that last.... i dont know... i hate my life.. i want to go home everynight and just cry.. i sit in my corner hugging my stuff tigger thinking about the day.. i just dont know.. i dont know if i can handle this for much longer.. i mean i dont know.. i want to go get wasted everything just to get away from this.. but i know i cant.. fuck i havent drank since.. halloween... i just need to find someone who understands.. so please leave a comment if you like.. i will be gladly to replay.. much love KiT