well its been a weired day iam so lazy now a days i have so many things to do ima just like a is today friday? well i kinda blame my boyfriend for everything he is a great guy but at the same time he sucks. ive been workin so hard this whole month and my grades suck they really do. ive had voice practice every day almost and he calls me out of no where and tells me he is tired of me? ok who says that after 3 years . i finally broke down and couldnt take it anymore. i think we just wasted 3 years for no reason . serious relationships are not for me i think? iam always busy and at the same time i dont trust the person most of the time so what ever. i hope he can forgive me for everything but i told him i dont want to be friends anymore. iam really hurt. i dont know if i should stay by his side and be his friend? but then ill just end up hurtin my self its a weired position to be in. life sucks sometimes. now i think ima goin to vacume my whole house and do a lot of studying maybe it wasnt my fault after all... mwa