well cody broke up with me 2 weeks ago and it sucks.he got mad bcause i got stoned with my friend Albert and his brother luis on 6-6-06 and cody was so fucken mad at me and yea i dont know what to do anymore i miss him so much but now i have nothing better to but get fucked up so i guess thats all..

well i dont know what to do i jest got back from fucken AZ it was kool and alll but my mom still yelled at me and shit i was so pissed i couldnt call cody or anyone it sucked alot of ass and today me and my mother got in a fight she called me a slut like always im so tired of this shit i really hate it here and cody out camping and stuff it sucks i really cant take this any more she a phyco BITCH omfg this sucks well i dont know what to do any more i might jest leave like last time but then shell call the cops and say shit about me to every one and i dont need that again well thats all i guess. by....

my mom is makeing me go to AZ with her to see my uncle and his really big butt g/f but shes really nice and shes not like my mom so idcare but the really sucky part of this is i cant see cody for like a week it sucks alot im going to miss him so much. well thats all i guess oh heres my myspace if any one wants it Check me out!

well a few days a ago cody came over and my mom left and stuff happend and now i regret doing it that day because cody called me and said that he had something to tell me and that it was important and that it wasent a joke that i might be having a baby and i wasent sure on what to say and im getting a check up to see if i have and thing wrong with me my fucken mom said and they sent a letter saying that i have to go but if i go then theyll find out that im pregnent and tell my mom i know i hvae to tell her if i em but shell die and hate me i know that me & her dont get along but i hate to see my suffer like that she done it before when she found out about me and cody haveing sex..OMG I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO!! fuck im so worried and to who ever is reading this im not a whore and i dont jest have sex all the time it may seem like it but i dont i jest meesed and i dont know what to do about it im.... ..IM SORRY FOR THE EVERY IVE DONE..

wow i jest got back from the movies and i jest got fucked me and my b/f cody where going to watch mine,ours,and yours or some thing like thAT and then we got bored so yea i guess things jest happend.well im not on drugs since like 4 days ago i almost o.d. on excedrin wow but then cody got mad at me.

hey well i ended up haveing sex with cody and were on 13 bu now the only thing that sucks is my mom found out about all of this u know crystal sex cutting and every thing she hit a few time beat me and then i jest left and she said if i didnt come back she would call the cops so fuck i did and she called all my friends asking all these qeustions and if i can stay with them for a long time and telling them about how much she hates me fuck it really sucks my mom hates me she said that she wouldnt care if i died it jest fucken hurts so much cuz i really love cody and now my mom wants him to die for takeing my verginty but it was my idia well and his i mean weve been going out for 6 months well i gtg. bye

wow i havent wrote on this thing in a long ass time well lots have happend like on 4th of July me and my mom got in a fight and said alot of shit and now my mom is moving out YEs!!im happy and then i can have my b/f Cody me and him have been going out now for 4 months i love him and hes not like every other guy i went out with im happy.my grandma got eye surgery and guess shes ok i love her so much but yea im going to counsling again i have this stupied lady this time and i got in trouble at skool .and i failed 3 classes sucks im in summer skool its boring i kant belive i failed music class fucken a well w/e i hade to take out all my perceings i hade both sides of my lip but now im clean.oh and i got drug tested wow that sucked thats why ithink my mom is moveing out but yea i found out that im anmic that means i dont have alot of blood maybe thats why im so white oh well im gonna go no bii

hey well i pierced my eye brow and i really like it oh and on vacation me and my really cool grandma took me to get my cartlege done and it didnt hurt but it was kool but the fucken bad thing is my mom dosent know and shes going to be mad when she finds out but i dont care shes a bitch.and today after skool me and my friends smoked out god i miss smoking so much. i was so fucken scared i smelt like pot and my mom would know so then i came up to this gannsta for like ax and wowo im lucky. and then i came home and fell asleep till 8:30 today was so funn lol well yea.tomorrow im going to do crystal YAY!!!! i so fucken happy now ok wellll by

hey im so fucken bored right now i dont know but i died my hair its black people say that im fucken kinky now lol of well fuck.Matt's going to argentina for three weeks that sucks ass but where not going out (i wish) but yea im staying single.and well me and my best friend Khrystal went to some fucken boring place that thinks it's holland bullshit it sucked all clogg shoes that hurt ur feet it sucked but me and mom r kool now its weried tho.but me and my mom went to hamstruedam fuck i live that place drugs r like every thing up there it was kool we might go there this year i really hope so well ttyl by

fuck im so fuckenn drunk and imm tslking to tmy x matt and fuck but when i get dunk i get fucken horrny shh but no one knowss ok its my lit secret...ima gona get more fucked up byes

well so far me and pewee or ok but i mean its kinda hard to talk to him but i really love him alot.and today we might take pics at the mall but there not sure yet i hope we do i miss him so much well. my mom found out about my slits on my wrist and she made me go to the docter and he had put some stiches on them and it was so bad .now my mother dosent trust me but she said that since its my birth day or was that now i can talk to my friends and go to the mall but she really thinks that ive been doing drugs so i have to get search every other day at skool so now my life really fucken sucks. gtg bye

YAYY to days my birth day i jest got back from getting my hair cutt and u know fun stuff. but right now im talking to my ex Vincen i really loved him but he found a fucken blond jeniffer i hate her well yea that was like a year ago so im kinda over him but we still care for each other but yea im jest her being bored ttyl bye

im happy thats its friday but i but.the only thing that i want for my birth day is Andrew(Pewee)i miss him but he got grounded i still dont know what happend i hope me and him can do some thing on my birthday(22)this going to suck with out him. And becuss of the fucken rain down my street its all floodedit sucks well gtg watch T.V. bye

why do i cry so close to you but feel so far we see the same, we don't love the same but inside we feel and cry for each other we both want to die why don't we die together cut our wrist feel the same pain understand me i understand you we can be so close but be so far, we look in each others eyes we done see any one nothing but the memories we had side by side loving who we are knowing we can change but don't want to we love each other that's all we need is love and eachother.

HAPPY VALENTINES!!!!!!

me and steve talked yestuerday and he didnt tell me that he most likely is going to move up with his dad and that thats why he had to break up with me im so glad that he told me and me and my mother talked and she said that she would drop me and him off at the mallto do what ever we want were going to take pixs together im so happy that he really dose love me like i love him and tho where not going out it seems like it is back to normal so where hoping that he dosent move so that we can go back out. this may sound really gay but i dont ever want to lose him he means every thing to me and hes not a jerk that cheats on people and we love the some things i cant wait to see and talk to him tomorrow oh yea i finaly told him what was wrong friday and he says that he dosent want to see my cry or hurt myself like i have been so hes going to try every thing to stay here that means he has to get good grades and not get in trouble he has to be really good i hope he dosent move well gtg thanxs for reading all of this bye

today at skool was fucken fucked upmy ex b/f came to my skool now he gose there and i got the best crystal meth iv ever had my eye is all red and hurting really bad.my teacher saw my cuts and they talked to me about all the shit in my life and then yesturday Pewee called me and it was a day after we broke upp and i thought he was going to say some thing about my cutts but he didnt he was acting like nothing ever happend and i think he wants us yo be the way we where before but i dont think that would happen cuzz where over and we where jest fine when we were going out i was so much more happier with him and now im back to the fucked up druged up person i was before but now i cut more deeper then i did well im going to go see me best friend Khrystal and julie my sister i love i miss them so much well gonna go now by..

i cut my arm over the love of my life he said that he jest wants to be friends cuzz we wont be seeing each other for a little bit.. right after he told me i cut my arm with my my brand new sharp and shiny razor and my arm is really fucked up and the bloodisnt stoping..im fucked i needalot of help..

damn i failing like 3 classes my mom found out about my cutting and drugs so im not really in trouble but she was mad it sucks. but hey i got some money yay!! i get some tweek i glad i can get fucked but well skool is fucken bad my friend kenny likes me but i dont like him cuzz i have a boy friend.but well yea FUCK i havent ate since sunday i hate sundays but i threw up alot so i feel shity well talk later bye

god do i need some crystal so fucken bad itsucks but i have 20$ so ill get some tomorrow or some thing.i going really crazzy with out it i havent had any thing to sniff,drink,smoke,inject for like 2 days im hate it shit. What Kind of Drug Are you? Methamphetamine Your a Tweaker. you like to spend your days smokin tweak with some buddies and chill, talking about the boring yet true facts about life.