Listening to: Boulevard of Broken Dreams - Green Day
Feeling: depressed
Meh, this song fits perfectly with my freakin mood...
It's 1am. Who gives a shit? No one! Neither do i actually. My head hurts. Why? Not sure...lack of sleep and had a little too much to drink...maybe. Insert confused look there. My so-called 'friendships' aren't running sweetly either right now, hence my Current Mood. And fuck it, all my poetry is where i put it and yet where i put it, is where i do not know where it is. I'm screwed. Thus meaning i need to drink, meaning i'm not gunna get much sleep. Oh well.
I feel like a goldfish, you know? Going around in circles ALL the time. Memory span of 3 secondsorwhateverthehellitis... And shit, i'm slurring my typing together. How the fuck...!?
Don't you hate it how things happen (bad things, i mean obviously) and that certain 'thing' leads to completely and utterly ruining everything you have looked forward to or enjoy? I'm confused. Egh. I'm mainly pissed off right now because one of my closest friends told me how they feel about me. It's not bad but in this case, it is. He thinks i don't care about him as much as he cares about me. Hmm. I can't exactly agree or disagree on that one yet either. He signed right out on me after leaving a rather painful message. Typical. I need to do something - or take something for that matter. Argh. Kill me.
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