Yes, i may sound a lot like what one would call a ..whinger..but that's just how i am. *nods* I.. how could i put this... well, like a guy at school. And, to make it worse, he's well, one of my best friends. Ever. And to make it worst, he asked out this girl, whom i do not get along with. And she said yes. Ohhh, fuck. I really tried to deny my feelings for this guy but i just can't. He doesn't even know how i feel about him. Fuck. So i either, a: Tell him how i feel and go away and hide... b: Tell the girlfriend how i feel and run away and hide... c: Not tell either of them at all and just put up with it. Shit. None of them i can do... Oh man, whenever i think about him, my heart like almost jumps out of my throat. I don't even want to look at him let alone speak to him. He's just like, different. I would never have thought he would ask THAT girl out though ...If anyone has any advice or (uh yeah, i am actually asking for advice, point and laugh if you must...) something...to do..with...this fucked up shit...feel free to comment. I hate my life. Ugh.