Stop breaking my broken heart
I can't bear to see you cry anymore
I wish my song was your remedy
But you just keep on crying
Keep on hiding
How can I kiss it and make it all better?
Look into my glazed eyes
I want to feel what you're feeling
We could die beautifully together if you wanted
Just let me know when you're sane.
Forget all the others and feed off my happiness
Hug me till the sun comes up
I promise you it'll never go down again
But only if you accept this gift I have to offer
Not finished yet...
♥ Bri
So I know I'm alone
And I know I need help
What's left of me
you can keep
All I need is my sanity
My bones are broken
My heart is flaming
But what's keeping me awake
and breathing
Is the thought that you
just might care
Nothing can compare
To this heartache
This overwhelming feeling
Don't tell me
That pain doesn't hurt
I'll stomp on your face
And show you just what
insanity can do to a being
I know you don't care
But I'm just so damn optimistic
these days
And the rain burns my flesh
but overtime it's been
heeling me
and the beautiful
feelings inside
that have
decayed overtime
-hmm, well, yeah...i love this one, but not yet sure what it means or what kind of title i'm giving it. tell me what you think!
♥ xoxo Bri
The ceiling tiles are crumbling down on your red face
And I bite my lip as I watch you scream
Chain me to the bed please
Nothing I do or say is right
And maybe if I were zombie
We'd get along just fine
--Chorus--
Never again, never again
Will we be the same
Let me out, let me out
Save me from myself
I've changed
Why is it you stare for hours
At my guilty face
As I wonder why I fuck up so much
I watch the brick wall between us
Grow up as fast as vines
And nothing can change what happened
--Chorus--
Never again, never again
Will we be the same
Let me out, let me out
Save me from myself
I've changed
--Longer Version of Chorus--
And never again will it be the same
Let me out and stop bringing me down
Save me from myself, I'm breathing underwater
I've changed
I've changed
--*sigh* yeah...about my parents and i feel that lately i've constantly been making them mad at me and i've constantly been screwing up
so...yeah...i wrote this and it practically wrote itself
♥ xoxo Bri
You make the blood in my veins become technicolor
Every time you touch my skin it burns so sweetly
My tear ducts no longer create sadness
You've dried up all the sorrow
And tracked behind complete sunlight so my horizons
I can see so cleary now
--Chorus--
Please, give me one more kiss
Each whisp from your lips
Creates a surge through my body
It gets me shivering all night
My life has always been in a foggy state
Since the moment you found my eyes
Searching for the heart behind them
A-Thousand hours together could never add up to more than one second
I'm waiting for the day we die
So we can hold each other forever
--Chorus--
Please, give me one more kiss
Each whisp from your lips
Creates a surge through my body
It gets me shivering all night
--i had a moment with love...lol...i like writing about things that i have yet to experience
♥ xoxo Bri
I feel as if everything i do
goes downhill and everything
is screwed up
all because i was careless
and oblivious to life
many people dislike who i am
which has made me slowly hate myself too
-----Chorus-----
does anybody know who i am?
does anybody like who i've become?
i'm just waiting for someone self to rescue
the person behind this mask
i keep to myself in my room
day by day i sit in sorrow
as the world continues down below me
with their joy of each other's company
where's the person
that used to socialize
instead of going solo
-----Chorus-----
does anybody know who i am?
does anybody like who i've become?
i'm just waiting for someone to rescue
the person behind this mask
---soo yeah, i just whipped up this song in LITERALLY 3 minutes...for some reason i write songs soo fast if i really mean them. this is talking about how i've just lately been hating myself...i don't know why, i just have been. and also i'm always isolated from everything that goes on in my family and i somewhat want to be apart of it all, but then once i socialize with them, i want to get away. anyways, enjoy
♥ xoxo Bri
The breeze blows through me as i shiver
Winter has brought the snow and i stand
Unprotected and bare of emotions
My soul is lost but my body is surrounded by people who care
But sometimes tho its just not enough to
complete that empty hole inside
---CHORUS 1
And it's keeping me lost in the dark
Where i see nothing but shadows and feel nothing but the icy wind around me
But i love how this rain masks my tears
---CHORUS 2
And its keeping me lost in the dark
Where my candle has blown out and its left me
and my icy breath only to grow colder
But i love how this rain masks my tears
---me and sam wrote this together like an hour ago...lol...but i LOVE IT, it will most likely be a slow song...:-)
♥ xoxo Bri
The writings on the wall
Remind me yesterday existed
And those memories won't fade
No matter how hard i wash them
I'm still scarred with the words spoken
The horrible things we said
Unforgettably cruel words we let go
Let's just say goodbye for now
Till the next tomorrow comes and flies
Chorus
Nothing can change what happened
It's always and forever permanently frozen
And as the chains of truth try to pull me back, I still pretend that it was a dream
How is it something so beautiful can turn to dust
How can it just die and decay, leaving the wounds, forcing me to carry on
And i'm not sure this will fix itself
I need to accept the fact
That it's over
---and this is something me and sam just wrote on the bus today...hehe...i like it :-) we're gettin' better at this! but it's not really finished on that 2nd verse...
♥ xoxo Bri
empty shallow breathing i heard that night
sharp chills surrounded my body penetrating my heart
and i heard my scream echo all around me
i never knew my eyes could create such a flood
my heart stopped beating for a moment as i stood shaking
your icy breath mixed with mine as i tried to take control
i never felt death so close to me as i did now
chorus
i'm so ashamed to feel your presence
to know that i, did this to you
all you wanted was attention but
i so selfishly threw you away never to look back again
i felt sorry for myself as i could
sense your eyes peering deep into my flesh
i heard the creaks on my stairs, thought you came back
but i knew it was just all in my head, my mind
making me feeling like i really wanted you here again
but that would only cause more pain
but i followed downstairs to find you
moving the potrait on the wall and
i kept my silence and slipped silently back
afraid of what you do to me if you
found out i was the one to cause this suffering
we both now and forever face
chorus
i'm so ashamed to feel your presence
to know that i, i did this to you
all you wanted was attention but
i so selfishly threw you away never to look back again
i felt sorry for myself as i could
sense your eyes peering deep into my flesh
just to see you again would mean the whole world
cuz you're not dead yet because you
still leave footprints on my soul
---and 'dis is something me and sam wrote together...i'm surprised how awesome it came out!! it's about this girl who killed her dude and feels guilty about what she did to him as he comes back to haunt her...and she feels bad about it and blah blah blah...we based it on what happened to me and chelsea *the breathing in my room*
sooo leave comments on that one, bye!
♥ xoxo Bri
i hate to blink
afraid my life will vanish
in that one second of time
i hate to breathe
afraid the air will dissapear
in that one second of time
but i'd love to die
to know i can end the pain inside
in that one second of time
Chorus
Am i the only freak who worries
about silly sh*t like this
or maybe others have phobias like me too
someday i'll realize
i'm not alone
please, i don't want a dose of that remedy
there is nothing wrong with me (yet)
all i need is a cure for misery
and possibly a broken heart
what has happened to me now?
i look like i came from the dead
maybe it's just all inside my head
all i know is every tick of the clock
i hear death inch closer
Chorus
Am i the only freak who worries
about silly sh*t like this
or maybe others have phobias like me too
someday i'll realize
i'm not alone
---and that's wut i have...i wrote those first three lines at my g-ma's house when they just POPPED into my head and today i just got around to finishing it up...soo yeah...and it is based on what i feel...
well leave some good ones!! bye!
♥ xoxo Bri
Verse 1
If you're struck with the weapon of death
You might feel fine at first, but soon you'll be dead
First you'll feel pain and then you'll feel sick
A trip to the doctor tells you you're fine, but it's all a lie
Soon death will strike upon your soul
Chorus
Everybody goes to one place or another
It's our decision, not their's
We can be evil or nice
But in end, we all pay the price
Verse 2
Arriving home you soon become calm
Until something wet appears in your palm
Opening your hand, you discover blood
Then all of a sudden, you're on the floor
And before you know it, you are no more
Chorus
Everybody goes to one place or another
It's our desision, not their's
We can be evil or nice
But in end, we all pay the price
-my bro wrote this...i changed it around a bit, but he's pretty good :-D so maybe he can help out in me and sam's band
♥ xoxo brI
Verse 1
Laws can be broken, but only this once
Summer rain, allows the rainbow drops to fall
Left in the grass for all eternity, sitting bluntly
No feet at all to jump back up into the air
Where the earth shot them to the ground
Giving orders to stay
However when we're pushed down
Locked up in cold dark cells
We can jump back up, and break free
Climbing up building walls looks complicated
But defying gravity is actually easily accomplished
Just fight the bullets triggered at you
Chorus
Use the feet you were made to use
To stand before those who made you cry
Nothing is possible if you're too shy
Speak up now before it's too late
This is your life, so live it your way
Verse 2
Don't enter the graveyard up ahead
The dead rise from the earth
Grabbing your feet as you walk by their grave
They try to bring you down with them
In the lonesome place of decaying flesh
Flies and zombies, are like bullets in a gun
Don't allow that to happen to you
Not today will you be the doormat
And get stomped on until you're cold porridge
Many have joined the crowded tombstones
Because they never obeyed that good angel
That sat on their shoulder
Repeat Chorus 2x
-i wrote this all on my own, and it's just about how i'm too shy and i need to stand up for what i believe and blah blah
so yeah, bye bye, lyl!
♥ xoxo brI
The clouds are twisting and turning as I try to stand on my two feet, attempting to touch it
I'm falling with every step I take, every life I stake
The rainbow is like a never-ending river, going on and on forever
Just in reach, beyond the horizon, lie the bucket of sparkles
Reaching out once again, I see it so clearly but then it's again it's still so far away
The gravity is pulling me down calling out threats and throwing their tomatoes
Sweet tomatoes they taste so good
But sting every moment they strike my sensative shell
Incinerating the flesh off my skull, creating it harder to walk the colors of the sky
Pretty colorful clouds, make me a road so I can step and fall through the atmosphere
An evil grin spreads across the cloud's faces as they watch me fall to my doom
Ker-Splat!
Whole body's shattered, but I don't care
The cemetery gates are all that stand between us
I'll break through those without a sweat
It's so much fun to watch them crumble
Chemical weathering, or a use of my pistol will teach those a lesson of mercy
Well I'm back up on my own, hoping there's no other thing to pull me back by my chains with a five ton ball hooked to my foot
Magically a card of spades falls from the sky
Slicing the chains that hooked me and the ground together
Now I'm up again, the road again clear of all obstacles and I fly to it
Flying as free as a bird soaring
The toast is done, the tea is served
And I have escaped the great hardships
Now I'm out of this sticky gum
And my teacher has just given me a week of detention for daydreaming in class once again
-lol, yeah me and sam wrote this together...she would write a line, then i would write a line and so on
it's basically about how you need to ignore everything that's in your way of achieving what you truly want :-)
even tho all of our songs sound bizarre and make no sense at all, they ALL have a special purpose for being written
ok well bye bye!
♥ xoxo brI
Verse 1
The sun lingers down the alley
Moving faster and faster to the victim
As you inch toward the edge of the platform
An erie sound conceals the sweet words of the monster
Calling out death's name
Chorus
Any move you make
Fire may capture you
Leaving scars of memories
That stain forever
Verse 2
Halucination shows your lifeless body
As it will become with the use of one muscle
Torn flesh, broken bones, and dirt sprawled around you
Yet you laugh in the face of evil
Happy for it to have ended your useless life
Chorus
Any move you make
Fire may capture you
Leaving scars of memories
That stain forever
-graham came up with the song name, woot, and i was able to like talk about stepping infront of a train to end your life...*suicide by train, lol*
cuz in the alice books i've read, a girl killed herself that way...and then another book i've read recently *fat kid rules the world* he was about to step infront of the subway and kill himself...
so yeah, i knew i could make this into a song
Verse 1
Starlit skies are mysteriously weird
Beholding the secrets of the universe
Creating images of death with the stars
Snakes and skulls, are all we see
Blank spaces tell of what is to become
Chorus
Propaganda is in the blanket
Bitterly cold wind knocks on everyones door
Knocking your head off to your heels
As venom kills you slowly
Verse 2
Sewers sing lullabys of dripping blood
Silk spider webs cover the pistol
Daring you to clutch evil
Tortured soul, and bleeding heart
Ran through your wounded vains
Chorus
Propaganda is in the blanket
Bitterly cold wind knocks on everyones door
Knocking your head off to your heels
As venom kills you slowly
-don't ask, lol...but graham my brother came up with the song name...it's sweeeet, lol
lol, my dad came up with the hilarious name...i just HAD to use it
so here it is:
Spiders flee before me
Setting off all my emotions
Locked up behind twenty iron bars
Everybody passes, glancing only once
Nobody seems to care
That I'm all alone in here
(Chorus)
This vacant desert adjoining me
Swallows me up as a whole
Captures me in its grasp
But everyone overlooking me
Is far gone from my soul
In their own little sanctuary
Lives are slaughtered around me
The iron maiden gets the job done
I'm almost up next in line
Who can save me now?
The clown just looks down at me and smiles
His red make-up dripping upon my grimace
Reminds me of the blood I'm about to face
What's the point of living, breathing, existing
If just to finish it, I could clutch the blade?
(Chorus)
lol this is a song i just wrote in geography when i was BORED...as i always am...then i came home and finished it...so here it is:
Once again, the moon will shine
Shimmering the sheets spread across her
A knife sat in a vial of water beside her bed
Suddenly turning blood red and milky
The stairs sung and creaked along with the wind
And her rapid heartbeat was never the same again
Rats, beetles, and dust bunnies vacated the bedroom floor
Leaving it bare and hollow
Toys with fangs, four eyes, and cherry faces
Stepped out of their hiding spaces
Gliding over to the bed they chanted her name
They all bowed down to her, the corpse before them
Screaming and running in horror, as anyone would
She ran down the hallway as fast as she could
For she ain't no gingerbread man, though the toys certainly are
Running past the mirror, she bare no reflection
Dejavu took over her mind
As she remembered these scenes in her skull
The Others was the movie that caught her attention
Or The Sixth Sense was what explained her lack of reflection
All she knew was that she was dead
And still in the black dress she was buried in
Invisible to the world is what she has become
All because suicide took control of her conscience
ok this is a REALLY funny song me and samana wrote together, lol, have fun!! oh and make sure u use the bathroom first
It's funny you died this time of the year
For your crimson blood is as red as the leaves falling to the earth
Your lifeless body heaped on the floor is as cold as the weather
Your eyes are as white and as round eggs, oh how I wish I could crack them
But I've already cracked your skull, it was an accident...or was it?
Your lock of hair is stashed away in my diary
Where I collect the memories of my victims
(CHORUS)
Haha, you make me laugh
Do you see me shedding a tear at this funeral?
No I didn't think so. Cause you deserved it!
I did what I had to do, but you pissed me so
I see people crying, so why am I laughing?
Can you answer my question? No I didn't think so, you're already dead
I don't want to take back what I did, but you put me through so much misery
I'm laughing as I recall your last scream in your moments of panic
Oh god, please don't punish me for the sin I've done
It was right and I had a perfectly good reason for achieving it
I'm sure you'll understand why I'm psychotic now
(CHORUS)
Haha, you make me laugh
Do you see me shedding a tear at this funeral?
No I didn't think so. Cause you deserved it!
I did what I had to do, but you pissed me so
I'm laughing so hard I have to piss
Oh my gosh, where is the bathroom in this place?!
(CHORUS)
Haha, you make me laugh
Do you see me shedding a tear at this funeral?
No I didn't think so. Cause you deserved it!
I did what I had to do, but you pissed me so
So where's that penny you owe me?
(SPOKEN)
The moral of this story is to always pay back the money you borrowed from someone. Even if it was just a penny.
[UNDER.CONSTRUCTION]
but it's about how i feel...sometimes i feel left behind and just..stupid:
These obstacles rest before me, intoxicating my corridor
Each hit I take I am paralyzed
This murky cave isn't incinerating the light
Isn't escorting me to the road I need to take
Something's holding me back, from the direction I need to go
Misery overcomes me and knocks me down
Left behind, transforming me into a loner
This game life thinks is entertaining and amusing
Is the game us dolls of the universe despise and hate
Ghosts pin me down on the cold hard floor
Razor-sharp rocks wounding my back as I plunge onto them
I am laughed at for my stupidity and feel pity for myself
Oh how others think this game is a piece of cake, and not to mention fun
I feel as if I am the slave and life has the whip to control me
This fucking game has never been of vast hilarity
My bones are fragile, such as a mirror
They shatter the moment they collide with the floor
So what's life like screaming on the ground for all eternity?
Unable to stand up on your feet to prove you're strong
Leaves were destined to fall, but I'm diverse
But how come we contain so much in common?
♥ xoxo brI
Does anything matter that you're dead?
The snake on your coffin door stared back at me
Resembling the venom that came to your journey
You said that you'd never leave me but look here,
Why am I alone now?
I grew cold every second after your death
Memories that can't be forgotten, but it's soothing
I can't help but to smile, instead of crying
You said you'd never leave ma and I misunderstood
Seems you were never really gone, no you're still here
Living with me now inside my memories
But if only I'd seen you one last time before your failure
Just maybe everything would be different
*In loving memory to me and sam's grandfather's*
-me and her wrote this together, for our band...don't we rock? lol :-P
What a shame
His flesh is ripped open
Blood splattered upon his coat
Teeth marks left a hurtful sight into his ribs
For these are the markings of a werewolf
Two days is all you have to save yourself
Till the strike of midnight
Who's got an antidote? Dracula perhaps?
The one who fears the beast the most
Werewolves are just a death wish, waiting to happen
Night clouds scatter quickly and reveal the light
The clock ticks from 11:59 to 12
Van Helsing himself is immediately transformed
He flies onto Dracula like a fierce bat
Biting and ripping apart his aged shell
Black blood gushes to the castle floor
And Dracula is nothing but dust for the rest of eternity
And Look! Van Helsing's love to the rescue with the cure
Flinging onto the werewolf, she sticks the antidote into his stomach
Though she was not careful enough...
...and was one of few that was killed by her own lover
*still needs some work...i think, idk, lol*