Frustration. Having a hard time with some stuff. My new years did not of course start the way I really would have liked for it too. No kiss at midnight. Unkissed since November 12 but oh well I guess I can't complain. I have my friend back....its nice really... it makes me happy lately a few things have. i have a laptop and a digital camera and poser pictures that are fun and i get to go to a cemetery this weekend. too bad we can't go to wanship... sigh. i should fill out some gay survey thing saying "In 2005 i did blah blah blah" but i dont feel like it tonight.