ugh... what a great time i had... i was high every other night. did kareoki..... i dn how to spell that right now... i met sum really hardcore people. tanned alot, got burnt, ate more food in 3 hours than i have in my whole life...tryed "jon's hotsauce" (hottest hotsauce in the universe...) stupid me took a huge ass gulp of it. and my mouth was burning for like an hour. my eyes were all watery.. yeah it was pretty bad. i stubbd my toe... got hit on by mexicans.. and black people. i got honked at, more than 25 times. i counted.. wel me and amanda did... me n jess went shopping jsut about everyday. me n manda rode bikes to mcdonalds 5 days in a row. i got high with this kid dan, who is now my buddi... he kinda scares me. but hey. it happens...well outside naked shivering looking blue----- thats a song. calm down... me n jess n manda n coley had a grood time i sapose. i was sad the whole time. i missed megan. i talked to her everynight though. and i called nathan 1 or twice. i believe i called mike.... i dont remember. i tihnk i did wen i was high. but i he probley didnt know that. so.. i shouldnt have said anytihng :x eeeeeeep i gatta stop doing drugs n stuff guys... so does everyone else though. umm i came to the conclusion i'm going to stay single for another 4 years. lol. sence i have no friends and noone likes me. i dont think i have a choice.

Well morning came And it dressed the sky In a lovely y.e.l.l.o.w g.o.w.n. and the shops they are All opening In that narrow hallway of downtown. Filled with people who Are shopping for Their lovers and their friends so they won't ever be lonely againWell a forest fenced becomes backyards like songs are born from sound.And the apple fell And it taught us all,We are chained here to the ground. So, here we go But there ain't no escape. No, these streets they're just dead ends... S o I w o n ' t e v e r b e h a p p y again