i see a tear sddenly i dont really care i wish you the best now leave me alone to tell you the truth no one can talk you place i know that there are several girls that you could put in my place all i have to say is good bye go be with one of them in two words i can say boys suck!

see me fall watch me slip you sit and laugh whiel i am in pain nothing is personal at least not in this life leave me here watch me die wipe that smiel off of your face

*ALL I NEED IS MY MUSIC*

can you breath? you can, but only for so long. eventully you will die. everyone dies. you are not so special. you are just like everyone else. get over it. you will never be different. you are too late. you cant change now. you can just conform. there is no point in trying. give up. Bye

since when does a new look make you feel better? that is what is wrong with people today. they believe that if they change one thing about thier phyical appearence then...it will only make since that they will feel better. because it will boost thier self-confidence. oh! and my diary has a new look, maybe it has become a better diary.... why dont you take a break from your nose job and ask it!

my E-MAIL is bananasweety08@yahoo.com thank for thinking about me.

i dont think that it will ever change...she dosent want it to. she loves him and he loves her... i twill always be that way and i just need to take myself out of the equation.. let them be together.... that will be good for both of them... i dont really care about me... i really dont want this to sound corny... but as long as she is happy then i guess that i am happy... bye 4 today ..btw: christmas in texas wasnt all that bad...well a second christmas with my grandparents... i was there for five days...and all that i did was play on the comp. i was mad at jordan... i hate him for breaking my heart.

i knew that it was too good to be true... ... again she chose him over me... i think that i hate her...

i think that everything is ok again.. ... when did this happen... ...dont get me wrong... of course i happy... i am only confused... what will happen if we start to argue again? will it be worse? please help me..... please.

and now she is angry, and she is always like this ....just because she is a pretty blonde bimbo. she can push others around!

~ok, well by best friend and i have been friends for ... what seems like... forever~ well. i guess that we or should i say i am haveing problems...she is choosing boys over me. and we promissed that we would never let a boy come between us. i dont think that i woudl care about this as much if he didnt hate me so much.. and i think that he enjoys making me insane. and i have had to put up with it for about 5 months. and i know that we are young and we want bf's but hey your friends are the ones that are gonna be there for you! well i think that i will look this whole this up! brb! :B: ok, well i googled my problem..(my anwser for everything) __________________________________ HERE IT IS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ----------------------------------- everyone on the planet has had this happen. You’ve got a best buddy who suddenly goes MIA because there is a significant other that didn’t used to be there before. Guys do it to their friends. Girls do it to their friends. Everybody has had it done to them. It’s a universal incident, but when it happens, it’s hard to deal with. It’s not just an age thing either. I remember it happening to me in junior high, high school, college and even now, in my adult life. I have one girlfriend who has been MIA for months because of a flooring expert. I must say that I’ve been able to deal with this smashingly this time because I finally understand it now. Firstly, you have to realize it for what it is. You’re still her best friend. She still loves you just as much as she did before. Just because she doesn’t call you, doesn’t mean that she doesn’t like you. Just because she doesn’t instant message you every five minutes doesn’t mean that she has replaced you. I know it feels like you’ve been replaced, but there is no replacing a best friend, not even with a boyfriend. Secondly, be patient. I can tell you right now that she’s going to flake on you. You’re going to set up something that you are really excited about and she’s going to blow you off to be with her new boyfriend. It’s going to happen and you are going to get hurt. The best way to handle it is tell her the truth. The truth is: your feelings are hurt, but you feel like you can’t say anything because you want her to be happy with this guy. She needs to know that your feelings are hurt, but don’t call her a flake. She’s not a flake, she’s in love. Being in love blinds your vision for a short amount of time. Thirdly, watch your mouth. Understand that you are feeling jealous and watch your words when you talk about him. Jealousy can make you say things that you don’t really mean and maybe aren’t even true. Did she meet him after a drunken night in a seedy bar? That’s not your concern. Does he dress like a homeless guy? That’s not your concern. Does he talk about his mother so much that it seems like there is an unhealthy attachment? It’s still not your concern. It only becomes your concern if he is hitting or verbally abusing her. Then it’s your time to step in. If that hasn’t happened, be careful what you say about him. This guy could be “The One” and you might end up double dating with him for the rest of your adult life. Don’t let a jealous remark carelessly flung from your lips come between you and your friend. Lastly, remember that she will return to you. If he is “The One” she will still need you to be her best friend. Things will be different for her, but these are the kinds of things that keep friendships interesting and flourishing. Instead of complaining to you about not having a date for Saturday night, she’ll be complaining about him not picking up his socks. That’s not so very different, is it? Don’t worry. You will have your friend back, even if he is “The One.” If he’s not as wonderful as all that, she will run back to you with red eyes and angry words. This is not the time to be bitter. This is not the time to remind her of all the times she flaked on you when you needed her. This is also not the time to say that you saw it coming, even if you did. This is the time to be understanding and caring. No matter how hard it is to say that the minute you saw his beat up and rusted pickup, you knew that he would be nothing more than an out-of-work bum, you need to keep your mouth shut and be the good friend that she remembers. That’s what you are, after all. You’re her best friend. _______________________________ i guess that thsi helps a little... and i have to admit that i am the jelous type.. its just that i love her to death... SO IF YOU CAN SAY ANYTHING ABOUT THIS PLEASE DO!

are they really my friends? when i am around them.. it seems like they woudl rather be friends with ****. i dont know why i feel this way but i do.. i really need this christmas break to work things out in my head .. and i guess that i will have the time because the break is really really long.. ~ me~

to question me to close me out to ignore me to make me feel bad to taunt me and to hurt me... why do you do these things...i thought that you loved me. i hate being wrong!

be with her!

boys do nothing but break you heart!

does no mean anything to you? when i tell you to stop, why do you just brush it off? do you like to upset me? it seems like you do. it really does. please stop. cant you see that it is hurting me. i know that you see my pain. but i know that you just dont care.

i have. and i havent even taken one of my finals yet so yeah. i am gonna have busy week. i just get so stressed out when it comes to homework that i dont do it and i have back work in my forgien language and in math and i really hate school. the only reason that i go is to converse with individuals aroudn my age! so i donno what else to say so bye 4 now

as usaual it sucks... i love it ! and some of my teachers really get on my nervs i just wish that i had the balls to say i what i really want to... i just want to yell at most of them. like MR. Kay! i pretty much hate him....but i am no the type of person to say stuff like that to someone!

i went to his grave last week... but i couldnt bare to look strait at it... it just hurt too much... I HATE GOD! why did he take my superboy away from me? why when he was only a baby? he didnt deserve that! he hadnt done a damn thing wrong. i need to knwo why life is soo crule to not only me but to everyone around me. it has been a year and a half and i tell others to let thier pain go then i get so emotional whe i think of him and i see that cute little face.. i know that if he was still here he would be perfect.

she has come back but not to me