i dont think that it will ever change...she dosent want it to. she loves him and he loves her... i twill always be that way and i just need to take myself out of the equation.. let them be together.... that will be good for both of them... i dont really care about me... i really dont want this to sound corny... but as long as she is happy then i guess that i am happy... bye 4 today ..btw: christmas in texas wasnt all that bad...well a second christmas with my grandparents... i was there for five days...and all that i did was play on the comp. i was mad at jordan... i hate him for breaking my heart.