well i havent written in a while. my boyfriend thinks im mad at him and i dont know why. my friend probable said somethin but w/e life sucks and im sick of all this drama!

You really hurt me, You used me and abused me, You said that I was your one and only, And now I sit here, down and lonely. I never did it before, Until you came forth, Then, I couldn't stand it I had to do it. Slowly the razor came to my wrist, When I remembered our first kiss, One, two, three, four, All the memories that came back, poured. I continued cutting,till the razor dulled, Thinking of you made my body cold, I fell onto the floor, Hurt to the core. And I will Live On This Earth.... Nevermore.

Alive but dead, thats what i am. I wanna cry, When will I die? Take me away, I need to leave. Theres so much pain, I cannot breath. I cant explain this pain and tears, This hurts so bad. Its just my fears

I've already cried my eyes dry, I feel like im goanna die. You left me a wreck, Well im still the same, I just want to say, Go away.

Your always in my head, I know were not dead. I want to be with you, I hope you love me two. Thoughts of us wont fade, Why wont you go away? I think our love is true, I wanna be with you.

Well life really sucks more than anything. I dont know why but my life really has been sucking lately and like i will have sudden outbursts of anger and i will burst out into tears. And lately ive been writing alot of evil suicidal poems. Well i have my whole life and i know i have a screwed up life but i need help. Someone Save Me

i wish you really liked me i wish you really cared i wish you would be there but i guess you dont care im sick of all your bullshit im sick of all the lies but i just wish you would be the one to cry

cut me open, let me die, kill this pain i feel inside I need to go I need to die this pain has made me cry inside my life is torture my heart has died my life is ruined so i just cry

OMG last nights party was great! Hehe im not goanna go into detail but im just sayin it was great!

All the time people talk shit to feel good bout themselves well i know some people who probable feel good now i mean gosh i was crying today cuz of them i fuckin hate life enough so why do they add to it? Phwoar Teeny Emos

everyone talks shit but i got advice for u talk all the shit you want but click your heels together and say i need a life

I just dont get why the world is so messed up these days i mean so many sick perverts and suicide bombers and stuff and then to add to it POSERS! i mean the world is falling apart! now there are so many posers like preps in skater clothes and go to the skatepark with a board to look kool well to all them u look so gay out there! ¢¾lost but still here¢¾

i just got a diary but w/e not a big deal