I don't even know how to start. So yeah I kinda need to just vent a bit. Probally will be all over the place. I was like oh I want this guy and turns out he is the total opposite of what I really want. I feel bad cause I feel like I'm trying to change him or something. I know I'm overly picky. I thought I would be okay with him not being a vegan but yeah turns out it really bothers me. I mean I get bothered all of the time by people thinking i'm weird. He thinks I'm weird. I want someone there with me on my side. Someone who cares about animals and other people. Not to think i'm weird for donating money. One day I'd maybe like to start up a non-profit. When I'm hurting be a little concerned. I want someone who knows a lot more than me. Not someone who says the stuff I say isn't true because they just don't know. I deal with that enough at home and work. Like oh stop thats not true. Yeah you can eat this. Hmm yeah so I look and theirs egg whites and refined sugar. Thanks. I would have to problem and I'm grateful when food is made for me. Just don't lie if you don't know. I hate that so much. Good thing I know better than just to take their word. It sounds bad I know. But yeah.