I talked to tanner myers last night. we have been talking for a while. he's more like a brother to me then ne thing. i feel that i can tell him ne thing. he keeps asking do u think there will be ne thing between us in the future and i keep say i dont know. i know all of u are like ewww tanner myers but hes awsome. the thing that bothers me bout him is that he drinks and he doesnt plan on having that great of a future hes not expected to get good grades and yes he is bigger. he keeps saying babe and baby and i dont like that from him hes not the person i want that from. hes told me he likes me and thats cool. and ive told him that i dont like him like that but he just doesnt get the point. I hate making people feel bad i always want to do what makes every one else happy. i guess im stuck. i know i dont want to go out with ne one else for a while especially during b-ball i know ive said that be for but this time its true I WONT GO OUT WITH NE ONE DURING BASKETBALL SEASON!!!! hold me to my word pwease. another thing thats really bothering me is that i miss kyle. i can understand why it wasn't a good relationship the first time but now my dad is letting me do things hes trusting me again. im happy for him and felisha but then im jelous. kyle is almost as good a boyfriend as jordan is to megan almost. i miss him so much i want to go back out with him and if the chance came to have another chance with him i would totally do it. ok well im out i have to go take a shower and do some homework fun fun Nic