i cant sleep....so im going to talk about something thats on my mind ben...where do i start,its one of thous best friends things,where we have been best friends for 10years,because our parents are friends,and well i like him heaps but i think he thinks im just hes best friends witch i am glad that we are but maybe just maybe i want it to be more,i think i love him but maybe im just getting it wrong for just because we have been friends for so long that i love him as i do a brother or something oh i dont know hey! i wish it was easy..but ya know it cant be that way can it? well i am going to try and get back to slepp now:) bye KaTe