i want to tell him so bad that i like him,but i think it well f*** things up between us and we have been friends forever and dont want to lose him as a friend,ok thats it about that,now i been sick this past week so i havent been at school much ben has been getting work for me and coming over and helping me so thats good.. --------------------------------------------- im tired so i better go back to sleep i dont know if im really written what i want in here im gonna give it some thinking and yer love kate