Yesterday: No practice, but I couldn't see Matt. He got angry. I got sad. I hate having him mad at me... I hope things get back to normal soon :/ I.Want.To.See.You. This Morning: Came downstairs to shower and mom was already down here checking on the dog... she said that she didnt think that he would make it. Showered and got ready, couldn't find anything to wear and got frustrated, then left for school. Bus: Chelle got pissed off at me and wouldn't talk to me so I decided not to talk to her either. Matt kept trying to get her to talk and wouldn't look at me. It sucked... I felt so bad. School: School was ehhh. He kinda admitted that he was mad, then in club .. damn, if I was Chelle I woulda beat some girl down. I'm sorry Chelle! I did well on spanish and chem and math tests... history and english were boring. Practice: It went pretty good. I was half out of shape from being sick so long but that wasn't too bad. I was so off today though. Bus ride home was good too. I had some quality time with Addie and John =p Home again: As soon as I got in the car off the bus I found out that Bandit died. It was sad... but for some reason death just doesn't have a huge affect on me. I didn't cry when Gonzo died either. It's just a me having no emotion because of my father thing. I wish he would just go far far away. That's pretty much it, I don't have anything else to write... If You Were To Ask Me How Many Times You Crossed My Mind I Would Say Once... Because You Never Left It I'm sorry. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ Sneak::*