I think I go through phases with this sitdiary stuff. I leave, and then I keep thinking I can live without this, but I really can't. Sit diary is an awesome way to express your feelings and get everything out. Well, apparently all my comments were deleted? Yay. Haha. Well, I D0 have a myspace if anyone is interested, it is www.myspace.com/katescandyshack Just message me and tell me you saw my link on sitdiary, and I will add you. Okay, so , the last time I wrote was, hmm.. before my senior auditions. Well, I made it, and it was TOTALLY UNEXPECTED. I never would have expected to make it, but apparently I did! Hmm, I was fighting with Jason at that time, we're fine now, we kinda yelled at each other and stuff, but now, we're cool cool. Uhh.. AP exam results.. moving on =)) lolol I started cross country in the summer. I just needed something to make me not be a total loser at school. I needed to be in something; last year I felt like I was just a slug. I needed a sport. Cross country is a huge commitment though, I don't know if I will be able to handle it, it goes after school till around 5:30 and by the time I get home and eat dinner, it'll be around 8. I don't know how I am going to manage Monday nights with violin, ohh lord. My grades are going to go even more down. I am so stressed with this college stuff. I mean, its so confusing. Do they want a well-rounded student with A'S and B'S, or do they want a straight A student with no life (meaning no extra stuff..)? I mean, everyone gives me a different answer. If a college loves to see a straight A student, I can do that, but I mean, I don't like that. My summer? Hmm, its been loaded with work for school. Euro AP ESPECIALLY. Lets see, I have to: -READ A WORLD LIT BY FIRE -WATCH 3 OR 6 MOVIES -D0 70 NOTECARDS -ANSWER 70 QUESTIONS ON A WORLD LIT BY FIRE -READ A ARTICLE AND WRITE 3 ESSAYS ON IT -READ A FULL CHAPTER IN THE EURO AP BOOK AND ANSWER QUESTIONS ON IT -READ MY LOSING SEASON BY PAT CONROY -TAKE A PSAT PRACTICE TEST -DO A MINIMUM OF 100 NOTECARDS OF VOCABULARY - DO AN 8 PAGE VIOLIN PIECE - 12 MAJOR/MINOR SCALES, 3 OCTAVES, ARPEGGIOS - RUN MARATHONS - MAKE CROSS COUNTRY - TENNIS yeah, i havent really had a summer . i guess it'll be worth it someday. I missed sitdiary. I'll fix this stuff up later. ¢¾ ASHLEY'S BDAY PiCTURES!!

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HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE =) Its been fun so far. Tomorrow are the Senior Auditions. And im SUPER scared. I have to know all 12 major scales And it has to be memorized, and I need to be able to play them 3 in a bow, 2 in a bow, 1 each bow, or all slured or whatever they pick. And then, I have to prepare a piece that is at least SUZUKI BOOK 7/8 level which is like.. A BEAST. So I am doing the Romanian Dances by Bartok. I hope that is okay =/ And then I have to sight read at a college/senior level. I am so going to die. Tomorrow at 8:15 pm. DA-DA-DUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN happy Easter though =) hoppy Easter.. get it? ahh- no. ( /) (O.O) /_|_ iT'S A BUNNY! TE-HE. X0X much loveee

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I think the worst thing in life is jealously. Really, I think it is. I mean, what can be worse than being jealous of someone? I hate it so much, but its one of the traps that I fall into. Being jealous. I know, you're probably like, "What a selfish person?"Yeah I know. But its just, so hard to have people HIGHER AND BETTER than you for about the first time in your life. And it stinks so much.

Yesterday, All my troubles seemed so far away, Now it looks as though they're here to stay, Oh, I believe in yesterday. Suddenly, I'm not half the man I used to be, There's a shadow hanging over me, Oh, yesterday came suddenly. Why she Had to go I don't know, she wouldn't say. I said, Something wrong, now I long for yesterday. Yesterday, Love was such an easy game to play, Now I need a place to hide away, Oh, I believe in yesterday. Why she Had to go I don't know, she wouldn't say. I said, Something wrong, now I long for yesterday. Yesterday, Love was such an easy game to play, Now I need a place to hide away, Oh, I believe in yesterday. Mm-mm-mm-mm-mm-mm-mm. I absolutely love that song. Mmmmm. =)

Spring break is in 8 school days =) I'M STOKED....

Hey... I think I will be taking some time off of this thing. I need to focus a little more on things not related to AIM or sitdiary. I have realized how much time I waste on here. I doubt this will last for more than 10 minutes. But who knows, maybe I can go a whole week without sit diary. Hmm.. I'll miss it. =)

Yeah, I actually got on here this week. Hmm, what to talk about. I just got home from school, if that is interesting at all. I had a Geometry test today, which was hard ( as usual) I don't think I have talked about my Geometry teacher. Wow =] She is an absolute RITARD. She gives us homework the night before we have learned the lesson. And she pop quizzes us on stuff we haven't done. She takes her quizzes out of books that we don't use at school. I get C'S on basically all of her quizzes. She can't pronounce the word "chapter" I am telling you, I am screwed for SAT's in Geometry because of her. And she is really rude to me. You're probably like, haha, everyone pulls that one, no teacher has the TIME to hate people, well, trust me , SHE DOES. The second day of school she told me I didn't belong in High School because of height. I kind of shrugged it off, I mean, wtheck, theres a lot of freshmen shorter than 5 foot 2. So whatever. Then, we have this rule at our school where if we get a 95 or above in Algebra 2, we can take pre-cal in the summer and calc ap as a sophm. Well, I got a 93 that quarter, and I was offered it anyway. I said no ( SUMMER SCHOOL OF MATH?! PSHHHHH) and my Geometry teacher told me there must have been a mistake because I didn't belong in that class. And then, you know those minority rule things for college? (dONT GET ME STARTED PEOPLE) Yeah, about how like, you can be a "minority" and get a 1200 on the sat, and get into DUKE, but a white person with a perfect score doesn't get in? YEAH. IF YOU THINK THAT IS THE MOST RITARDED THING, LEMME KNOW, SO JASON WON'T BE BLASTING THROUGH THIS DIARY. LOL Anyway, she's like, well, some of you will be able to get into great careers because of you being minorities. But as for some people, like Kate, she won't get anywhere because she is white. SUCKS FOR HER! SERIOUSLY.. what is wrong with her? So then ,I get a 95 on a make-up test, and she goes, "There's something suspicious about your grade, Kate. Either you cheated or you've seen this test before" NUMERO UNO i was in the room alone taking the test with her right next to me NUMERO DOS how could you cheat on a test that no one has gotten back? I sware. I guess theres a sign on my back that says , "HATE HERE." =) It was a good day though. Don't worry, I am not like, suicidal. LOL x0x

I tried to get on here yesterday, and nothing came up, just HI. Did anyone get this as well? HMM.. maybe my laptop is ritarded. =/

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I have so much stuff on my mind. Especially with violin. Like, with senior auditions. I’ve been wanting to audition forever, and I’ve always stopped and said that I am not ready to audition each year. And NOW, I am even more scared.And, we have to know all these random scales and stuff and a really hard piece. AND, we have to sight read at a college level. And I am scared. All my conductors tell me that I am ready because I am associate Concertmaster. But, I dont know. I guess its the thought of not making it. My mom has given me the quote 1000 times of "Never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game" But, ugh I dont know. And... I don't know. Stuff with school And how, I have been really lazy, and haven't been doing my best. And its kind of like, what is better, straight A'S, or A&B with a LIFE? Lord. Help?

HEY.. i'LL UPDATE THiS WEEKEND. BUSY DAY-S0 MUCH H0MEWORK =] yayyy.

0KAY..S0 SiNCE ALL MY FRiENDS DESERTED SiTD, i HAVE DECiDED T0 MAKE NEW FRiENDS CAUSE MY SCH00L BANNED MYSPACE ( iN CASE YOU DiDN'T KN0W- iT'S 0NLY iN MY LAST 500 ENTRiES) ANYWAY..iF ANY0NE iS READiNG THiS..I'D L0VE T0 BE FRiENDS WiTH Y0U! I'LL LEAVE Y0U C0MMENTS AND STUFF. D0N'T WORRY ( LOL.. iTS ALL AB0UT THE C0MMENTS) S0 HECK YES. MY NAME IS KATE. AND i LiVE iN S0UTH FL0RiDA . =]

WOW! I honestly thought I couldn't access sitdiry at the library. HMM? Well anyway, I had registration today, and it stunk because I have been bombarded with alternatives in classes. The people wanted be to double up in bio and chemistry- at first I was like..ugh..no way..and then I kind of wanted to do it. But I ended up taking other things and it all came out okay, but I still have regrets with what I picked because since I am only a Freshman, they are all "You are determining your future and stuff.." HOW THE HECK AM I GOING TO DETERMINE MY FUTURE AS A FRESHMAN? Like..seriously. Maybe guidance counseling could be a little more.. "guideful?" My guidance counselor stinks. She didn't know the classes I was taking were ..classes. Well..I don't know. She really didn't help me when I asked her for help. So I signed up for ANOTHER morning class. Orchestra, and I got put in Choir, which is good because that means I don't have to take a theology. Then, my guidance counselor told me that MUSIC WASNT IMPORTANT..and she substituted my orchestra for a computer class. WHAT THE HECK? MUSIC DOESN'T MATTER? * Kate Faints* Lordayyy..what has this world come to? Listen, I think I know how to use Microsoft Word and Excel. I've conquered those HTML codes... waha. So, I guess I won't update for a while. Is anyone even reading this? LOL.. everyone is on sit diary..but I miss the good old days where everyoneee on my friends list was on. But..hey..maybe they'll realize that sitdiary was cooler. MUCHO.<3

Okay. Don't be alarmed. I KNOW that my picture is like.. BOOM- RIGHT THERE. I'm working with photobucket, relax. Sorry that its big. [just a LITTLE, right? lol] Yeah so thats a picture of one of my friends that went to a different high school than me Megan I miss you so much =] I'm getting the hang of this everyone, I am =] I just got back from a violin concert today, so it's time to start the homework. The weekend was fun while it lasted. Now its ANOTHER week of school. mmmm...wishing for summer

I think I am getting the hang of some stuff- except a few things. Firstly, how do i get this to work: TEXT I want it to be impact..and its not turning out. Hmm.. Secondly, I still can't figure out how to get an icon when I comment people. Thirdly, I got a code to put dashes around my entry, but thats not working. Fourthly, I can't figure out how to put a picture on here. If I have an icon saved, where do I upload it under preferences? Sadly enough, this is the code to get moving text: TEXT Do i take all the spaces out? This is too confusing. You all must think im the stupidest person in the world. HA. Where is Kristin when I need her?! LOL <3 I miss Myspace =[ <3 <3 <3 <3

I'M GETTiNG THE HANG 0F THIS!

Okay, I'm just testing everything out.