Begin again

Feeling: aloof
*COUGH*....So... I haven't written in a long time, sorry about that! Not that anyone really reads my journal anyway. But since I'm bored I figured, why not? Oh, and I'm actually writing something, it's not just a quiz, which I'm still addicted to by the way. I hope everyones Thanksgiving was awesome! Mine was the most boring event in my life. Sorry to say. I love my family, but...they were all like together and I was all by myself...(hehe, I was alone...teehee), I don't have any cousins close to my age, so it was hard to have bonding time. Eh, oh well, it's over now. OH!!! And....I couldn't stand being away from emily babe and...Boyo....I missed them so much that I cried the first two nights that I was gone. And then when I didn't cry I couldn't sleep, I just layed in bed wondering what they were doing at that very moment, then I thought, well, duh, they're sleeping because it's 3:30 in the morning. *Sigh* I'm so happy to be home!! I could hardly stand the car ride home, I willed my dad to speed home, but he didn't...the four hour car ride seemed extra long this time. Eh. But it's all over now!! Geez, I sound like I've been kiddnapped for four days, but thats really how I felt. When I saw emily babe I ran and grabbed her!!!!! I want to hug her forever!!!....until she wanted to hug someone else....and I wanted to hug someone else.....yeah. I decided it's the nicest thing when you come and some guy hugs you and won't let you go whispering in your ear..."I missed you"...it was so tender!! I just hugged back, I didn't want to ruin the moment. I couldn't stop smiling! Oh, funny thing, yesterday (that's when I got back), I went over to Brad's to find him and emily babe and neither of them were there, but his mum said that I could stay, I had nothing better to do so I figured, why not? We talked and I decorated his Christmas tree for him! Who does that, honestly? I got to see all of the cute little homemade ornaments, aww the tenderness of it all! Tee-hee! *SIGH* Oh...I'm so perfectly happy right now!! Nothing could make me happier!...I take that back...having Brad Emily-Babe and Boyo here would make this day absolutely PERFECT!!! WOOT WOOT!!! I did discover during the car ride home that I miss ballroom dancing a lot! And I miss colorguard....I wish....that I could dance again, but my parents won't let me and I'm probably not good enough anyway! But I still miss it. Oh well, I guess I should get over it because I'll never be able to do it again. I want to go to emily babes but I don't know if she's home...hmmm....I think I'll just take a chance. By all!!! Sorry it's a long entry... Much love!!!
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