Last night I was talking to Rob. Everything was normal we were laughing, he was yelling at his computer. Then he said something like "everything's changed" I asked him what, everything, you me home shooting work. And he proceeding in telling me that he feels so overwhelmed adn its not fair to me at all. He said he was being a real jerk lately. And I asked him what he wanted to do. He said that maybe we should take a break. He told me that things between us are different since last year, most of our relationship has occured with him being at school. See I think of him going off to school has strengthened us, but I guess not. So I was very upset and I asked him one thing, if he still loved me. He said he couldnt say that he didnt love me. I asked him if he can say I love you to me. And he said he still loves me. I am so confused, I mean he's been home 6 days and I saw him twice. I just dont understand why he's giving up already, I dont understand what went wrong. So I asked him to do me one thing, come over today and look me in the eye and tell me it's over. I want to see if it's in his eyes. He said that we will still be friends and I am almost 80% sure that we will be, cause I mean he is my best friend. I tell him everything. Right now I am feeling numb, I don't know if it's over or not, I will find out tonight. My stomach has been in knots since 11 last night. If it's over I will get over the fact, but I think I'll still be in love with him.... UPDATE-------------------------------------- I couldnt take not knowing, so when I had study hall I called Rob. We talked, first it was me crying, but then something clicked, I wasnt losing him. He will still be there he just needs his space right now. I began to understand and then we were making jokes as usual. He says that he loves me. He's in love with me but he's in a position in his life where he needs to figure this out on his own. He is still coming over tonight and we are going to talk. Hopefully I will make him watch Chicken Little. Next month we are going to sit down and talk again and see where we are at that point. I am going to Emily's party on Saturday, I have to ask Rob for a ride home and possibly to the party. I think that everything will be ok. He said that he would love to hang out in groups first and then one on one. I feel so relieved. Last night it felt like I was losing him forever and I'm not. Honestly, this has been coming, sooner than I thought but it was. I mean how long would we have actually stayed together? I bet all you reading would have said we woulda broken up by now. I dont care. He is still my best friend. I will always love him, but now I have my limits. So Jenna and Meghan....I think I win the bet!