holy sh*t

Listening to: breaking benjamin
Feeling: sick
wow. ok. i'm alright now. i almost just had a heartattack when i saw "scott" on my friends list. i was all "HELL no!!" i thought it was my scott. me & scott got in trouble for doin some stuff a while ago, so we weren't allowed to talk but we were still goin out. we ended up communicating with some site, cause our parents were watching our email. we got caught, and now my parents are super-cautious about where i go online and who i talk to, not that i'd want to talk to him now anyway. so i would have been really screwed if that had been him. because #1: that would mean that he'd seen my first entry, which is totally not cool because... just read it. and because #2: my parents wouldn't believe that i didn't want him to see it, and i would get grounded for trying to secretly communicate with him. so ya, in conclusion, i am really glad that it was a different scott////
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a yo u left me some advise but that dont work bc I cant talk to the guy i like bc its hard ok idk i just dont get it o well thanks for trying I just have to keep cutting myself then he will truly c wat i mean all my other friends c but will he see I'm not joking around?? thats for him to no and for me to find out slowly but surly i will find the truth one way or another;(