waking up is hard to do when no one loves you.

Feeling: torn
yea, so christmas is frickin close! and i'm pumped! not b/c of getting presents, b/c honestly, i'd be fine if i got no presents. having no school and having awesome family and friends is enough for me. and i'm not a materialistic sort of person, really. contrary to popular belief. but i'm just excited cuz i love the whole atmosphere and the whole season, like it makes me really happy. and the fact that we have no school and barely any practices is sweet too. and hopefully the joshua rev won't be dumb, as horrible is that sounds, b/c its takinga up a TON of my break. ooo one gift i am excited about, however, is my novel note from jjames. idk why, but i'm just super pumped! :-) anyways, a lot has been going on, i guess. irealized that i have a crapload of stuff to pay for this coming year, like trips and stuff, and so i'm in desperate need of a job. but i'm totally and completely enjoying all this free time. like un-healthely so. b/c i've had like 3 free nights this week. and now its like 9 and the kids are already in bed and idk when the parents are coming home. but i don't think until like 11, which is cool. i'm probly gonna do some humanities and maybe color. mainly cuz i can. oh yea, and i got gum stuck in my hair tonight and i totally had to get it out w/ peanut butter. ;-) buttttt... i love you guys a lot, and have a super christmas [and new years] if i don't see you before then! but i hopefully will since you'll all be calling me on a regular basis. 'kay. done!
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i hope u had a flippin amazing christmas cuz i love you tons and tons!!!!!!!!