SO COMPETITION FOR CHEERLEADING IS ON SATURDAY AND I AM VERY NERVOUS. ALTHOUGH I HAVE BEEN A CHEERLEADER FOR 3 YEARS THIS WILL BE MY FIRST COMPETITION PERFORMANCE. AND WE HAVE A 99.8% CHANCE THAT WE WILL TAKE STATE BECAUSE WE HIRED A CORREOGRAPHER FROM UCA AND SHE IS A PROFESSIONAL CHEERLEADER. SO YEAH I AM REALLY NERVOUS AND EXCITED AT THE SAME TIME. I THINK THIS IS POSSIBLY THE BEST SENIOR YEAR EVA!!! SO YEAH WISH ME LUCK PLEASE X0X0X

well sam and i are officially over. he came up to me and said. "u know how i went to lisa's house the other day well there was tonz of ppl there and a girl tried to make a move on me and get down my pants and i told her NO cuz i had a GF. but if that opportunity came again i wouldnt be able to say NO. so i dont think we should date anymore. u see last year i cheated on my girlfriend and she got so upset that she started cutting her wrsits and i dont want u to be one of those girls and it isnt you. it is me... i have a cheating problem that i cant control and i have to work on that. so i dont think we should date anymore, but can we still be friends, and are u okay." i told him yeah to both friends and that i was okay. but i really wasnt okay, when he got on his bus i ran to my little sister and my best guy friends and i just started balling, and sam saw me and the look on his face... awwe it was priceless it was like LOOK WHAT I AM LOOSING. and then yeah that was my terrible day, and i feel like shit cuz he got me sick. grr *as i watch the blood stream through my torn up wrists i want u to realize the pain u caused me to make me do all this *

i think HE CHEATED AGAIN. and this time he didnt tell me. but yesterday he was acting all weird and then at the end of the day some girl (one of his ex's) showed up at my school and suprised him, and he ignored me when he was around her. i really dont know what to do. i have three more guys after me that i could have, but i really like sam and i dont want to break up. it is just so hard to explain how i feel about sam.

hey there so my boyfriend played in our schools second playoff game and they lost by an effin point. and he was so upset. then like 5 of my good friends called me and asked if me and him were still going out and i said yupp. and they told me that he wanted to break up with me cuz he cheated on me. *gasp* and i dont know if they are for serious or not, because every girl in the school likes him and they all like him so i think that they just want to make me jelous and break up with him by saying that. he doesnt act like he wants to break up with me, he still kisses me and holds me and he doesnt seem like he ants to break up at all. i think that they are lying. i will letcha know what happens later. x0x0x *watch my emo tearz stream down my emo face*

well jason and i were supposed to hang out this sunday and so i called him at like 4pm to see if we were still hanging out... and he said that he had a job interveiw at 6:30... well i thought that is weird... why would someone have a job interveiw at night time... and he said that we could hang out after... so i got home and then at 7 i got online... and he was on. i asked y he wasnt at his interveiw and he said that it was resceduled to 8:30.. so then i knew something was up... so i asked if he wanted to come over b4 his interveiw. and he said No not really. i asked y and he said " Micah i dont wanna hang out with u i dont like you and i dont think i ever will, i dont see u as the romantic GF type." so then i said that i could prove him wrong and that i could be the best GF he ever had... and he said he is sure i am a great GF but he will never go out with me. so he led me on for 1 mo. just to screw me over like every other guy. and he said that we could be friends... i accepted but then he said if i had n e feeling for him other than friend feelings he would dis- own me... i really thought htings were gonig to work out but i guess i was wrong... way wrong well g2g x0x0x0x <3 ya all lotsly <3 <3 <3 *+* Thumper *+*

well this weekend is so busy... i made the cheer team again so tomm. even though we dont have school i have to go to school at 9:30 in the morning to get fitted for my cheer outfit... then my friended ashlee and me are hanging out with our joshy, danny, and presto, and we are going shopping and seeing a movie... then on saturday i have to go visit my friended shelby's step dad cuz he is turning old.. and we are celebrating his oldness and my ex BF will be there we are pretty good friends... and then SUNDAY!!! JASON!! is coming over, and we are going to hang out and watch movies... and yeah it will be just dandy... well comment back please and i hope that u all have a great weekend x0x0x <3 <3 <3 Micah aka Thumper

okay so i am soooo happi for my two bestest friends in the whole world.. ashlee kool and preston welker.. u may wanna know why i am happi for them. well this is because, last friday her, me, preston, and danny went to the zoo, and for the longest time ashlee was like in love with presto. and presto satrted likeing her and wanted to ask he out uber bad. so presto and i planned a cute way of how he should ask her out... and i told him he shoulda sk her out in front of the polar bears if they were underwater and since they werent we went to plan 2. plan 2 was that he asked he out in front of the jelly fish or sea horses. it was sooo cute the jelly fish were bright pink and they were in this big tank that had a black light in it, and it was uber dar. well he grabbed both her hands and said; u are sooo beautiful and i have wanted to do this for the longest time, will u be my girlfriend. it was sooo cute and she loved it... she almost cried. which she hardli ever does, and i felt so good about myself cuz they are sooooo happi together. aslo the warped tour is in 2 dais... that is soooooooooooooo exciting. so ashlee and i are gonig up to my sisters and then we are meeting my sisters BF n then we are going to go to the warped tour and meet danny and presto... and have alot of funn. iam so STOKED!!! when i see david from SP i am going to pinch his butt same with FRank Iero from MCR,and i cant wait to see fall out boy and hawthorne heights.... it iwll be great... kkk well this is a long entry so i will ttul x0x0x <3 Micah

i turned 17 on the 11th that was exciting... i am now dating danny!! and i am finally learning how to skateboard i think my goal may be acheavied by summer please respond

so i asked out this boy named danny and he said yes...but we are not officilly dating until june 1st i am really excited... yay. i get to hang with him this weekend too. and then on the 28th i get to go to elitches with him x0x0x <3 ya all lotsly

hey there guys... WOW cheer tryouts went great. i think that i did really well. i wont know f i made it until the end of the day... i was on cheer my freshy and soph. year and took a break my junior.. so i would be really upset if i didnt get to do it my senior year. well yeah the guy i like... (the guy i mentioned in Prom)i mite have a chance with him... yeah my friended Jon, (the prom dates best friend) said that i have a likely chance wit him... i am so excited... well yeah i better go the teacher is starring at me x0x0x0 <3 <3 <3 micah aka Thumper

well i went to prom ALONE on saturday...that kinda sucked... it ws funn, but it would have been more funn with a date, ya konw. and today are cheerleading tryouts. i am so excited... i was a cheerleader my freahman- sophomore year.. gave a break my junior and now i am trying agin my senior year. so back to prom... i stayed at after prom till 5:00 am and then i had to go help out at a VFW breakfast i was so tired... i didnt get n e sleep this whole weekend, and i am going to be passed out b4 i even go to tryouts.. GREAT1 well yeah the guy i wanted to go to prom with kept leaving his date...so i hung with her alot... and when i was there he seemed to be there more. we talked alot, and he invited me to a party at like 2:00 am but i couldnt go :(. his date (alyssa) said that she didnt want to be there with him and if she would have known i wanted to go with him she woulda told hi to go with me... she tried to get him to dance with me... but they were leaving so yeah. but other than that i guess i had a good time. an di finalli had my chance to talk to my crush. well g2g x0x0x <3