so today is my last day of high school ever. and i will then be graduating... i am sooooo sad to leave all my friends. today everyone was coming up to me and saying how much they loved me, and how it wont be the same, and how they will miss me, and it just made me cry all day... i have always wanted to graduate and get out of my gay school but now that the time has come... i dont wan tit to happen... it is depressing and sad... i dont want to have to say goodbye to all my friends... they are like my life...

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SO COMPETITION FOR CHEERLEADING IS ON SATURDAY AND I AM VERY NERVOUS. ALTHOUGH I HAVE BEEN A CHEERLEADER FOR 3 YEARS THIS WILL BE MY FIRST COMPETITION PERFORMANCE. AND WE HAVE A 99.8% CHANCE THAT WE WILL TAKE STATE BECAUSE WE HIRED A CORREOGRAPHER FROM UCA AND SHE IS A PROFESSIONAL CHEERLEADER. SO YEAH I AM REALLY NERVOUS AND EXCITED AT THE SAME TIME. I THINK THIS IS POSSIBLY THE BEST SENIOR YEAR EVA!!! SO YEAH WISH ME LUCK PLEASE X0X0X <3

well sam and i are officially over. he came up to me and said. "u know how i went to lisa's house the other day well there was tonz of ppl there and a girl tried to make a move on me and get down my pants and i told her NO cuz i had a GF. but if that opportunity came again i wouldnt be able to say NO. so i dont think we should date anymore. u see last year i cheated on my girlfriend and she got so upset that she started cutting her wrsits and i dont want u to be one of those girls and it isnt you. it is me... i have a cheating problem that i cant control and i have to work on that. so i dont think we should date anymore, but can we still be friends, and are u okay." i told him yeah to both friends and that i was okay. but i really wasnt okay, when he got on his bus i ran to my little sister and my best guy friends and i just started balling, and sam saw me and the look on his face... awwe it was priceless it was like LOOK WHAT I AM LOOSING. and then yeah that was my terrible day, and i feel like shit cuz he got me sick. grr *as i watch the blood stream through my torn up wrists i want u to realize the pain u caused me to make me do all this *

i think HE CHEATED AGAIN. and this time he didnt tell me. but yesterday he was acting all weird and then at the end of the day some girl (one of his ex's) showed up at my school and suprised him, and he ignored me when he was around her. i really dont know what to do. i have three more guys after me that i could have, but i really like sam and i dont want to break up. it is just so hard to explain how i feel about sam.

so today is the last official day of school before break and i am sooo excited. actually since friday i have been kinda miserable and lonely. my boyfriend left on friday for OHIO for thanksgiving and i miss him so much. at lunch time, i sit in the english computer lab and i go online. and his class room is right next to the lab, and i always wait for him there and then when his class gets out and he isnt in there i feel all lonely. i cant wait until he comes back. i miss him soo much. i havent even talked to him since he left, i just want to see his face and tell him that i love him. i do love him very much, but i just cant tell him yet, i am afraid that if i tell him that he wont love me back. on the 24th (thanksgiving) is our one month anniversary and he wont be here to spend it with me, which we will have to do something when he gets back. and hey if we last a long time our 2 month anniversary will be on christmas eve. i cant wait to see him again. school just isnt the same without him x0x0x *watch these emo tears stream down this emo face*

hey okay so i am taking a college course through high school and i am taking a class called Med Prep which prepares u to go into the medical feild. and 12 people have the opportunity to get their CNA ( certified nursing assitant certificate) and the teacher can only choose 6 to get their CNA and i was one of the people so i get to go on scene and help with RN'S and other CNA'S and then i take a test and i get my certificate. i am sooooo happi. welp that is the good news today until next time x0x0x

well thanx to an anonymous comment i figured out how to get my background. whoever u are... thanx so muchly. *gives huge hug* i was trying to figure that out forever. now... i have another ?. how do i get a picture under my name, age and sex? that is my last ? well thanx again x0x0x

SAM, so many words to say to u that wont leave my mouth. so i will narrow it down to three. I*LOVE*YOU*

well he did cheat on me. i saw him at lunch and he wrapped his arms around me and gave me a huge kiss and he said "micah, i dont know if u have heard but about 2 weekends ago i went to a party and cheated on you" and i said that i heard it and i said that by that time we were only dating for like a day so it didnt really mean anything. and he said that he didnt entionally mean to do that but he was drunk and he said that he didnt mean to and he wanted to be with me still and i love him to death so i am giving him another chance. but i am just afraid that if i let it slide this time it can happen again and so i have to tell him not to let it happen again and see if he really wants to truely be with me. so i am heartbroken that he did that but i am happy that he came out and told me about that by himself and being honest with me. do u have any advice for me ? ¿ ?

hey there so my boyfriend played in our schools second playoff game and they lost by an effin point. and he was so upset. then like 5 of my good friends called me and asked if me and him were still going out and i said yupp. and they told me that he wanted to break up with me cuz he cheated on me. *gasp* and i dont know if they are for serious or not, because every girl in the school likes him and they all like him so i think that they just want to make me jelous and break up with him by saying that. he doesnt act like he wants to break up with me, he still kisses me and holds me and he doesnt seem like he ants to break up at all. i think that they are lying. i will letcha know what happens later. x0x0x *watch my emo tearz stream down my emo face*

hey i am new to this website and i just wanted to say whats up to everyone. i would like to get to be friends with alot of you and i hope that we can talk and be friends. i am a very nice person and i love to talk to everione. i am realli into EMO and so if u like EMO then we will get along just fine. i get along with pretty much everione. and i am very excited about making new friends x0x0x <3 u like... woah! <3 Micah please write me if u would like to be friends