so i promised myself i'd never write in this thing again, but here i am. i just turned 18 last saturday. i'm finally legal. i'm still with my boyfriend. we've been together for 3 years and 4 months. we're still very much in love and very happy with each other. life is good. we were jack and sally for halloween, soo cute! it hurts me to be on here knowing that my last entry was about Attila's death. it sucks and it still feels like only yesterday i found out. i miss her. how are all my old friends? anything crazy happen?