Ok so its 1:47 in the morning im bored and my aunt and uncle are fighting a lil bit i dont really know whats going on between them! I cant get justin off my mind and its driving me crazy! We talked for a lil bit friday night and he was like im srry for the unexpeected random email! and other stuff! I still luv him so much and thats what makes me go insane is b/c i kno i luv him and i know theres nothign between us and nothing hurts more than wanting something you cant have! I kno i use to date him but idk i didnt think it was going to end like this last i knew we were talking and laughing about something then the email saying it was over! It was all a big shock to idk i guess in a way i should have known it was going to end considering we havent seen each other in like a month but idk i just didnt want to believe it was really over! Well justin found out about all of my little things bc my dad has a big mouth! Ofcourse...Idk i think the break up was my fault mostly i should've tried harder to make it last! Well im in towanda righ now and im bored so im going to go find simething to do that might get him and his pictures out of my mind! ~!*MiCaH*!~ ~!*StIlL*!~ ~!*LuVs*!~ ~!*JuStIn*!~