I know what you mean..... You hate the way he treats you & the way he hurt you, The way he lied, You hate how you fell for his STUPID act and how you believed what he said, You hate how he's not yours anymore but you have to atch him be happy with some other girl while you sit there and watch whishing he could've been that happy w/ you. But you only hate him because you love him and because you want to hate him, not that you really do.