ah. so tomorow is LAST DAY I'M FUCKING GROUNDED! but i'm sick, and the only person i would consider being with right now is miles away probably bored out of his mind. so anyway, these pills like stopped working. just like that two days ago i was fine and now i'm back to two showers a day, getting upset over everything, yelling about everything and now i'm so paranoid. like BAD BAD BAD. and i still CAN NOT SLEEP oh i almost forgot- my trip was TERRIBLE, but me and eric are alot closer and that means the world to me, so i'm happy about that. and dreams- first night~ me and fed were fine and i was worried that he was being too nice or something second~ i dont really remember, i couldnt really sleep long enough same for the third~ and last night i had a dream about lia. today i got my boots, YEAAAYYY. i put another video from the trip so check out my myspace. LOVE