so today was not a great day...it started when i got up and called Jaret. he wouldn't talk to me so i knew something was wrong. we kept arguing and then he said the one thing that makes me a sad little girl. he said that i don't consider his feelings and that i could care less on what he feels. he told me he loved me and then he said like that would have any effect on me. yeah i admit i said somethings. but nothing to the extent to "you don't take considerstion of my feelings" so i hung up on him. i didn't call him back for a while. then i was still mad, he said how can you still be mad. yeah am i suppose to say to hell with i'm not mad anymore. um.. i don't think so . i mean how can you sit there and say this shit to your girlfriend and expect them not be hurt by it. he doesn't realize what he did. i told him when he told me that it made me feel like a bad person a bad girlfriend. it hurts me right now to think about how he could say that. how he can sit there and say i love you, but yet turn around and say i don't care about his feelings. this stuff just blows my mind. i mean come on. am i really a bad person? do i not consider people's feelings? do i sit and just think about my feelings and no one else's? i mean come on. i've taken so much and this just went over the line. i want to talk to him about it but you know it would just start stuff. would you say something like that to you significant(sp?) other?....well i'm done talking about that toodles