...sitting in her chair right now ...it's almost to much to handle knowing i'll never sit her again in the same way i sat here before... so much i'll miss the good times and the bad because the bad times are memories too they are something to look back and laugh at ...i guess we won't laugh "so we bottled and shelved all our regrets, let them ferment and came back to our senses drove back home slept a few days woke up and laughed at how stupid we used to be"