I'm here in computer class again. Since my mother cancelled my aol account. Well, not really cancelled it just deactivated it. Sucks right??? God damn, man! Why would she do that??????!?!?!?! oh well. Yeah... Yesterday was Maryam's practice. It was fun. Her mom bought us all pizza. Maryam's chambelan, Michael(who is really hot *is also her cousin*), was making me laugh the whole fucking time. I swear that is the first time that any guy flirts with me instead of my "supposedly" hot friends. Which i still don't understand why. Melissa gets all the guys. My guy friends say that she's ugly but somehow she gets the hottest guys ever. I dunno..... i guess it's her confidence. And the fact that she looks white. so yeah, i mean i'm not ugly or anything like that but i'm usually very shy when it comes to me going up to a guy and flirting with him. So i guess that's a turn off for them. i dunno. Guys are complicated. But then again so are girls (i hear).Yeah so Michael, my god, Michael, Michael, Michael. He's so different. He makes me laugh like crazy. And when he looks at me. I swear... you could get lost in them. They're so big. He so beautiful... outside and in. LOL..... there are some ghetto people in my class. Hah aha ha .... my friend pablo just read what i wrote about Melissa and he was like: "eww, you mean Melissa? she's ugly!!!*Makes disgusted face*" LOL..... Hilarious. This is so gay... I have like nothing to do and i do not want to work on my power point project. Yes, another one. My ex- best friend, Adriana, was at the practice since she too is in the 15. I know i know, we should be friends again... but she doesn't want to be and neither do i. I mean you can't change the past. Not when you know they backstabbed you more than 3 times. I gave her more than enough chances and she blew every single one of them. She lied to me. And i hate her for that. Maryam, she's like my little sister. Well, not really little( she's taller and has a really big ass). We've known each other since the seventh grade. Man, seventh grade.... i would go back to seventh grade anyday. When everyone got along and all my grades were perfect. Anyways... back to maryam... She's Mexican/Persian.She's fucking hilarious man! I love hanging out with her. She can make anything fun even if you're uncomfortable...that's why i love her so much.We've been really close since 7th grade. Melissa, my best friend. She's great,no words can describe her. She's been through so much and she's still as strong as ever. I admire her for that. And as for me... I honestly do not know how i can describe myself.