People think I'm insane because I am frowning all the time. Black Sabbath - Paranoid 2:00 PM Ugh. Well, as of about a week and a half ago (maybe?) Frodo is single again. Before you all make sure I'm okay, I'm fine. But nobody reads this anymore anyways, so it doesn't really matter what I say on this thing. I know you'll ask why, so here goes: her parents hated me, and wouldn't let her see me. Thusly, no matter how hard I tried, she wouldn't be let out, because she didn't put any effort into trying to see me. So we started drifting apart and I ended it before it got any worse. That's it. Don't ask any more questions. I don't know how many people have said "Oh Tom, that's a pretty bullshit reason to break up with somebody", or "If you really liked her you'd have stuck it through" or something along those lines. To be perfectly homest I don't care! I know it seemed heartless, and maybe I should have, but that's none of your business and I really don't want to hear it. So back off. I don't even have anybody to talk to about all this, so I had to resort to this thing. All my friends are out and about hanging out with other people while I'm here, just working and sleeping. Pathetic. Jeez. I really don't think I have anybody to talk to about anything anymore. Everybody has a girlfriend or a boyfriend they can see, or friends they can hang out with. I don't even have that. It seems like every time I reach out and try to get some friends, my hand gets slapped and I don't end up doing anything. So I just don't anymore. I guess all I can say is that I'm definately really lonely. I don't really have anybody to talk to anymore, so I just keep to myself. I miss having a lot of friends I could talk to. I miss having that one best friend I'd be able to just call and see. I miss having the girlfriend who actually made the effort to see me. =(