No worries, loyal readers! Things haven't changed much, yet again.

Although this whole unemployed thing is getting to be a REAL pain in the ass. I've been job hunting for a while now, and I actually got a call back from a place I applied to. They said they're interested and I had an interview, and the woman who interviewed me said she wanted me to start soon, she just has to wait for approval from her boss. So hopefully all goes well.

But no car accidents or foolishness like last time.

I got a phone call from my lady-friend the other day to drive her to school. Which was awesome because it happened to be on one of the days where I actually had the car and was able to get myself around.

So I picked her up, and she ended up just having to go in to pick up a form, and then we hung out all day. Which was AWESOME.

It's been quite some time since I got to see her last, which sucks. But unfortunately she has a much busier life than myself.

So I tell myself: "Man...you still get to see her. She always wants to see you. What's the sense of bitching about it?"

And it makes me feel better. I still miss her lke crazy, but it helps.

I can't help but smile when I think about her though. Whenever I see her the first thing she always does is throw her arms around me and just holds onto me for a while. That and she's cuddly as hell. I've never been cuddled so much in all my life. And I LOVE that.

Although some guy has been horning in on my Kool-Aid, which pisses me off. The fact that they used to date doesn't help, and it kinda makes me want to punch his face into the pavement, although I can't do that because that'd be bad.

And the LAST thing I want to do is let jealousy make me say something stupid, because that's what managed to drive away any other girl I ever cared about.

But at the same time, I know she likes me and nobody else, and she'd tell me that I've got nothing to worry about. So I'm staying as positive as I can about all this, although I'm still gritting my teeth and clenching my fists.

Only difference is, I have somebody to grab my arm and hold my hand, to make that fist go away.

Life sucks...find something in it worth living for.