they should make a movie of my life. every one could sit around and watch me fuck up. the show would attrack millions. every one likes to see people fuck up cuz it aint happing to them . right? well yea. so like this boy bj. hes pretty rad liekd him alot 4 days into dateing he broke up with me cuz i said i love you . now i ment it as a friendly one not serious. but he wants to just be friends. ugh w/e death up set tired of fucking up . wanting to get fucked up . wanting somethin good to happen . waitign for it. it has to happen some time