ill leave the doors locked fearing you might find out the truth the truth of whats inside my mind the secret i have kept for so long you mustnt know, you cannot find out what goes on behind locked doors i know you care, i know you love me thats why you cant see whats real i wont show you my pain cant bring myself to say how much i need a friend right now, at this point im afraid youll hear my cries afraid youll see the bloodshed tears dont turn around, i dont want to face you i dont want to face reality i look in the mirror and see the pain in my eyes this feeling, the heartache is so real i wish this would just end