..tay well update of life.. im renting a room from nicoles house right now or part of one anyway and thats kinda good hopfully i can stay there long enough to save some money my car tottally broke down now and i have to get a loan and get a new used car ..which im excited about but at the same time sux haha i still am a huge loner and kinda have no friends due to my lack of judgment during my last two years of high school and it completely ruining me but i think im starting fresh ..although very slow. do i deserve a second chance?? its hard not to dwell on anything i did wrong cuz i feel so dumb and i want to fix it all! but we cant just do that now can we? anyway i got a job at wells fargo which is still new but its going to be very good i shoudl start school in january and be back on track so basically besides the stressful money or lack of situation and zero% social life which may i say thos can both be fixed with time.. my lifes ok. im happy that im alone which is a great step. um. i dono im just going to try and be better now. also i donno if i just suck with the being able to have a best friend thing or maybe just cuz im stressin right now about money and ish but nicole and i havent been on too good of terms lately either : / ..but nuthing horrible haha so i know no one reads this but if anyone happens to im really improving! and im so sorry for how i ever was. annnnd i know its not fair to ask you to bare with me but eventho im doing good other things are overwhelming so please dont mind me if i seem scatter brained! thank you :)