How is it that you can almost make me ball my fucking eyes out in public because you don't believe me. You said I ignored half the things you said I didn't you ignored half the things I was saying. It's fucking horrible how you can affect me this much in this amount of time its been only like a week and you don't even know it but you're toying with my fucking emotions. I'm on the edge right now, I am not mentally stable and you don't even know. I know it's because I didn't tell you but its not fair when you argue with me all the time. You don't even know how much I tried to not fucking get attached but now I fucking think I am. I just can't fucking give you up your like my fucking drug and it sucks.