No, nothing can ever go any way you want it to.

This was to be my fucking year, the fucking months in this year were suppose to go my way, especially this month, my fucking birthday month, was supposed to be the best out of the whole year!

But no, he has to break up with me, they have to be rude, she has to be a whore, and they can't leave me alone. Because no, oh no, god forbid Joanna can go a fucking year with out this crap coming back. He has to break up with me through text!? TEXT! Claiming he doesn't see me? Well I didn't see you making an effort of seeing me. And her, why, you whore, why do you have to try and do crap with my ex's you did it with Jesse to! Does it make you feel better? Enjoy the sloppy damn seconds. I don't give a shit if you went out with him before, its still MY damn sloppy seconds.

Okay, these issues blow over, I know. But why do they have to come back?

I mean I can't have at least five months were things go my way, because oh no every month or two everything just has to come back, and god, I hate you Chris. You're the one thats making me cry and why? I don't know, it just finally hit me I guess.

It just gets tiring after a while I suppose.

eh, :|

[[103]] With a boulder on my shoulder, feeling kind of older