Late night

Feeling: antsy
Today was incredibly long. But not long. It just dragged on and on forever, except for the time flew after school, probably cause I was really busy. I have a bad feeling tomorrow and Friday are going to go just as slow, if not slower. Ugh. Why can't this weekend just hurry up and get here?! Except that when it gets here I'll probably want it to last forever. Last night was so ridiculous! I made the mistake of talking to Carrie right before I went to bed for about an hour, and of course all we talked about was this weekend, and I got UBER excited and nervous, so when we hung up it took me about 2 hours altogether to get to sleep. I didn't fall asleep until around 1:30ish! I was way too excited. At one point I picked up this awesome book I'm reading, Wicked, and read it for a while. Then finally I fell asleep. It was so ridiculous. I was thinking about everything, not just this weekend, and I started thinking about lists I want to make. Just random lists. (I like listing...it's kinda weird...and sad). Anyway. Yeah. Basically I'm losing my mind. Again. Or still.
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Just read the entry about Christianity and such. As an Atheist, I have to say that I don't have a distorted view of Christians, and other Atheists I know do not, either. The popular belief seems more to be that Christianity, along with other religions, is a sort of illusion. Atheism is more of the power of self, controlling one's own destiny.

Religion does seem to have benefits, though; studies show religious are psychologically better-off.
I won't say I haven't tried to believe in God, I have. I just for some reason can't take it. Might find some religion eventually, but that one just doesn't seem to suit me.